todae is a long dae man.. firstly is normal lesson + 2 exam then ard 1.15 the whole school is dismiss.. then when to sports heats.. the first sports heats.. tml will the second one..todae see all of them run.. kinda pity herbin.. leg injured le still run for BOLD house.. i tink tis yr bold house lose(touch wood) herbin surely kinda sad de lor. run so much jus for BOLD house dun even care abt his leg injuries.. haix.. he tml still gort one more to run.. pity him..


todae our two paper is GEOGRAPHY n CHINESE.. surely fail both de.. geography is cox teacher tell us onli where where come out.. the rest nvr sae..then all come out we all dunno de.. then chinese the compo.. dunn wad story to write.. so write until lke shit.. if can pass chinese is a miracle.. haha..


todae sms him twice.. he dun even reply once.. is like kinda lookin forward for his reply.. but whenever i recieved 1 message..is nort his.. wanna ask him whether can meet mii tml.. but dunno whether he wanna nort..haix..tml i wanna go school later abit..cox tml first paper is math.. i will be at another class..brinin my bag to tat class as well.. so late go dunno go my class take bag then go tat class again. yupx..


worse is .. he tell mii he maybe goin to sports heats.. then we lacked of one guy for high jump if i nort wrong.. at first wanna sms him down.. but someone wanna help BOLD house..i at first like kinda disagree of it as he is nort BOLD house de.. hiaix..forget it..both daes he also wont go de la..






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n i mean it..

yesterdae when out wit zu xiian, jasmine, simin.. we went to mdm lai house.. after tat went to meet zheng hui, melvin , seng yong n shi min.. we went to bugis cox the stupid meow wanna buy bag..then we rush him until like wat like tat.. after he finally buy his bag we went to take MRT back liao.. when we wanna change train tat time.. zheng hui was behind mii n zu xiian.. then the train got ppl come out when we walk ahead the train.. the rest alreadx enter the train by another door.. so the ppl was like blockin mii n zu xiian.. then the veri 'good' MR CHAN was laughin away.. as if veri funny like tat..


at first wanna meet him at causeway point.. then i sms him he didnt even reply mi.. onli when i missed call him he reply wad.. then mornin 11 plus he then reply.. izzit veri hard to reply mi..




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n i mean it..

todae was fri..also the deadline to hand in the proporsal to mr kang..then mornin the CLT wanna see..then when to meet him.. then found out tat the scheldule is nort in the thumbdrive.. so after school faster run home n get it lor.. todae lesson is the same..borin as it is.. haha..but there are some matter tat made mii kinda sad or kinda happi i also dunno..is tat she n her stead again..another thing is tat mornin i meet him then he scared mii out of my wits.. i was almost goin to sleep mode cox we meet kinda early..but in the end he is late.. so we walk to school after he frighten mi..


dunno wad to sae abt him le..is like dunno how i feelin now.. sad or happi also dunno..cox sad tings happen..happi tings also hapen.. u see.. is like a mixed feelin..




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n i mean it..

todae was a sad or wadever dae la.. as usual..mornin at vista wait for around 20 mins..then in the end i also went to school myself..kinda sad also can say stupid..sit over there like homeless ppl like tat..then the lesson as usual..damn de borin..first ting i forget to brin to school is tie..luckily nvr kena any punishment.. then mother tongue lesson..we gort back our class test paper..must get parents sign todae..i scared i fail but in the end i pass..somemore is jus pass onli hor..is like kinda lucky alreadx lor..then D&T lesson..mdm kew nort here again..mr ng relief our class..he is better then those who have alreadx relief our class before one.. he allow us to rest in the last 10 mins as he go thru everything..so all of us either see his pic or sleep..all the girls sleep lor.. then recess dunnid to sae la..duty again lor..then we gort english after recess..then mr kang sae mt compoo totally out of point..die alreadx lor..dunnid to sae i also noe.. then CME..a so called surprise test is given to us..i dunno if i mange to pass nort..after 30 mins like tat i straight away go sleep without checkin the script..if common test like tat surely die de lor.. then lunch..tis is the time tat made mii go mad..he sat around my corner..he side is a gal he once love.. made mii damn sad lor..go back to class is like almost cry out..dun even have to mood to continue wit chem lesson..then social studies..tat is the onli lesson i managed to do tings without talkin n discussin the answer.. reality fate is tat..fail is alwaes fail..even if u have try ur best.. cox u alreadx show no interest in tat ting u does.. tml still gort a math test n physics test..will i manage to pass is depend on how i see tat subjects..i dun tink physics i can pass..




the one who alwaes <3____
n i mean it..

at first tade is supposed to go malaysia..but then my dad in the mornin sick..then went to see doctor..then my mom sae todae nort goin to malaysia le..so we went to some other relative house for new year visitin..tml goin out again..but is nort wit my family..is wit frenz..then is like damn sian lor..tis few daes nvr get to see him..he is nort in sin now..misses him..out of tis 2 daes..i find yesterdae one nicer..feel much happier..todae was like being the onli one make mii have to time to miss him..


everydae recess saw you..realli make mii changes mood..thinkin so much abt problems abt you n mii..when you turn back to look i turn away..i also dunno why..maybe i feel tat you might find mii irritatin by lookin at you..


i wont be havin any other duty liao..maybe i will put full concent in my a math test comin n my common test..tis test is veri important..from tis yr onwards..i fing veri test wadever veri important..but my class jus wont behave..lots of noise to diturb the class..lots of cases since school reopen..


okie..dun sae abt tat all liao..sick n tired of all tat..can frenz jus stop askin who is the you in my msn nick...cox i will onli answer dunno to you..u can sae or scold anythin u like..but my answer to reply you is still the same..i dunno..i dunno.. so better dun ask.. yupx..cox i alreadx sick n tired of all tat.. u name the person for mii to sae ya or yes is useless..even you name out the most ridiculous name also no use..i also wont sae the name out..even over my dead body..






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n i mean it..

todae was the first dae of CNY..it was kinda nice outin to all the relative house..we had jokes every place we go..haha.. everytime time the last place the whole group of us will stop at the last place is my house de..have dinner then they go back home lor..haha..tml then go malaysia to collect ang bao again..haha..then wed see how lor..see my mom go where lor..then we some goin to frenz or teacher house to visit..haha..can get ang bao again..haha..takin my ang bao money to buy bag..the onli bag i will buy usin my ang bao money..haha..i will realli cherish tat bag..haha..




"i dunno whether to sae tis to him personally or jus keep it to mii myself.."
i realli can tahan liao..seein him like tat..i noe he like her..but who is the her..
i realli wanna noe.. realli hurts alot..he once sae i will onli like him awhile..
wanna sae is u judge wrongly alreadx..maybe u tink ur thinkin is correct..
i also noe u wont see tis..i dunno whether to sae " ___" to him not..




the one who <3 ____
n i mean it..

todae our school held the CNY concert..is like some councillor n i cant even get to view it..we had to get 4 bags of oranges in our hand for the teachers..at the back stage we get the hear onli the music n nth else..but be4 out turn to give the oranges..we get the see one of the china guy singin a chinese song..its a love song..it is nice lor..the routine for the oranges to be given out is like tat..we were divided into two rows..10 on each side..then we will be comin out from the side of the stage..after tat we walk down to give the teachers..i still remember..i give it to MR TAN..he is leavin our school ater tis yr the sec 4 batch had taken their O level..he is helpin out at the sec 4 wit their D&T..he is veri kind..he teach mii D&T for 2 yr..last yr he helps mii alot wit my course work..kinda sad he is leavin..haix..mr seah also leavin..who is gonna be my class physics teacher?? tml is new yr eve liao..i wishes him tat he will be able to archieve tat gal from his hard works..yupx..

this few daes.my life was like shit..cant concentrate in wadever i do..i was like damn moody..i cant even do my geo homework properly..my D&T class test is confirm fail one..i can even read wrong QN..photo frame become hp holder..i even go draw wrongly the whole ting..isometric n oblique the thingy i also cant draw finish..out of 20 i can get 1 to 3 marks is veri lucky liao lor..i dunno why i can be moody until like tat..todae was like be4 my D&T test i do saw him durin recess..i was doin my duty..i jus cant stop lookin at him..




izzit u have stop treatin mii as frenz?
jus wanna sae is as long as u are happi is enough..
i dun ask for much..
understand..

for those who realli will come and see my blog..i jus wanna sae is tat i wont be usin my hp this few weeks as my bill burst for the past few months..if i continue to use..they will jus cut off my line..yupx..for tat matter u sms mii i jus wanna sae is..stop askin..i dun blame yoo..but jus stop askin..


will get to noe who he love soon..jus hope tat it is nort the person i guess..even if it is so..i tink i also cant do anythin liao..jus wanna him to be happi..even if he is next to mii he also wont be happy de.. u MUST stay cheerful everytime okie.. no matter wat stay cheerful is the main key from mii to you..






the one who alwaes <3 ____
n i mean it..

exam comin soon again..haix..hope tis time the exam i can score well man..haha..gettin ready for my e math liao..but mine a math..haix..gettin difficult n difficult..i will clear my mind then start to practice..i forgive yoo does nort mean i will be wit yoo..u get it..stop askin n askin..dun ever make mii hate yoo..sec 3 is the time for mii to forcus on my studies n nort on relationship..u get it??


tis yr is a veri important yr for you..you are takin N level tis yr..so study hard..dun ever jus think of gettin her closed to you..u understand..nort i wanna sae tis jus to let you closed to mii..i wanna you to get high scare for N level n get to sec 5 so to take O level..hope you understand..






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n i mean wat i sae..

todae was like sux lor..onli one dae can do my homeowork for tis week as mon to sat gort go school..then i still need to go my dad office to do his stuff..so no choice..bought my homework to his workplace to do lor..then tml is the happiest dae..haha..tml i will be arrivin the indoesian students tat are comin to our school wit isaac liu , daniel , aznor & edward..then is like i will miss chinese lesson n geography lesson..haha..so i tink tml after school the tour for the indoesian student ends around 6-7 like tat..haha..late rite..but it is fun de lor..cox can go home late again..
but most worried one is will the NCC camp we organise will turned out to be a success nort..






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n i mean it..

todae our whole ncc unit went to east coast park..we had some fun but the runnin sucks..but nvm.we play some games..all the game is on the beach..we also bulid sand castle..dots rite..haha..then we came back to school ard 12 plus reach school ard 1..then we got some debrife then they chose out the part c cadets to in-charge of the camp..wee kiang,gatsper n mii was chosen out to do the proporsal all tis..then we is like sian diao..onli gatsper veri happi..wadever..then we held a meetin abt it..we must do a draft proporsal by next fri to mr kang..we held the meetin for almost an hours like tat..luckily thanks to EDISON who wait n pei mii walk home..the ncc camp will held at 10-12 of march..but on de 9th there will be trainin..then is like can sae the camp is 4 daes 3 nite..but we counted as 3 daes 3 nites..the first afternoon is haven report to camp de la..hear them sae here sae there then the daes comin nearer is like damn de bloody stress one lor..haix..nvm..i am onli helpin wee kiang..he is the overall in-charge..then mii is the 2nd overall in-charge..gatsper is de RSM..haix..okie la..stop here..






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i mean wat i sae..