back from sentose just not long ago..went to play volleyball with sock yan,kei kei,cherilyn,yan ling and xui hui.but onli 5 of us play..xui hui nvr join in playing.play long le abit sian..but just only 12 plus..so go sea shore awhile..then come back play awhile.play until 2 plus then we go bath le..go vivo awhile..went to the pet shop..omg la..got two of the dog is like very very cute la..haha..but scared of dog.haha..after seeing then go take mrt come back woodland eat lunch/dinner..cox the timing is like late le..but we haven eat lunch..so our only meal lor..but before going to eat.went to kiddy palace to buy sock yan's birthday present..hope she like the eeyor..sorry to give it to you early as i will be working.somemore got camp..so this 3 days also hard to meet.so buy le give you straight away.haha..dont worry.i will be the first to wish you happy birthday de..haha..
my face is red..die..dar dont know what will do with my face..its like really seriously i myself cant see that my face is red until just only..maybe is cause i am dark ba..the rest face red can easily being seen de neh..argh..okay la..my hand pain..dont wanna type le..post again another time..Bye..
<3 o3o8o8!
4 more days.
3months.
: o
dar.
ily.
imy.

hey..back from malaysia..seriously the trip is very very bad..the weather is cold there and i will be bored to death if stay there any longer.no television programme to watch as all is in malay and tamil.no handphone to use as no autoroaming.its like go there wont get any information in singapore..cant get to know what dar is doing exactly.dunno what his programme is like after doing what..what i know is what he had told me before i leave.but what happened after i left.i know nth alreadx..okayy.say all this after i had post abt the trip..left singpore on friday night around 10 plus..we only reach fraser hill at 10 plus..we also have to wait for the gate timing which is 9 am...from the foot of the hill to the top the route is turning non-stop..when going up.i sat with my aunt at my mother's friends car..i almost puke and i am like half fainted..feel so horrible until my tears just flow out not knowing it.cant breadth properly also..i am like so lousy la..easily get car sick whenever the route is not straight.when reach up there..we went to see other apartment before going to what we had booked..i sort of stay where am i not moving.dont have the energy to moved.feel so weak la.finally reach where we stay..i sudden have the urge of going back at that very moment..reach our place.my aunt cook some lunch.ate it.rest awhile and off i am to sleep at around 1 plus..woke up around 6 plus..they alreadx like started cooking dinner alreadx..so sat at sofa..try to tune some show so can watch.in the end..result..no show to watch..stone at the sofa holding my pooh looking at it..back to my room..thinking of dar my tears rolled down again..mummy call out for me to help her in the kitchen..so went to help her..ate dinner..slack awhile and again..its only 9 plus i alreadx slacking on the bed..wanting to sleep but cant sleep..so slack until 1 plus then i fall asleep..ard 5.30 wake my maid up.she cant get up..we both wake up around 7.30..then its alreadx sunday..still got freaking one more day to spent at the hill..alreadx felt sick..fever,flu and cough..daddy tried to find places for us to visit..we went to the waterfall..climb down the forest to see waterfall..it was nice..took some photo with my family..but haven upload to computer..some with my aunt.inside her camera..the river water also very cold..went down to see its nice..climbing back up its sucks..but i manage to do so with my illness in my body.but the time went up its lunch time..so went to have lunch at a so called resturant to them..didnt ate much due to NO appetitie.its started to rain so cant go discover somemore places..back to apartment we staying..slack awhile but the rain just cant stop..so again..sleeping time for me lor..i didnt slept to long this time round..slept for 2 hours..lots of insects bites all over my hand..at first wanna ate steamboat that night as the weather is very cold..but daddy went to check they dont have steamboat that night..so cook all the leftover vege that we bought at the minimart..ate dinner..slack again..then i go sleep alreadx..slept around 12 that night..monday morning set off at 10 to the foot of the hill..its turning route again.this time round.sat my parents car instead..i almost puke but i survive without almost fainted.slept in the car for awhile until lunch..after lunch didnt get back to sleep alreadx.lesten to music..hope hurry reach malaysia custom to sms dar..jam for 1 hour plus..reach home at around 10.15..bathe and watch television..of course smsing dar non-stop..okay..that all abouth the trip..i wont go there again..
kinda happy that i am back from the trip..able to sms with dar and everything alreadx..miss him so much during the trip la..endure it for so many days..finally its over..really finally..haha..also very happy that i able to hear dar voice yesterday night..as he call me..even for that short 16 mins i am contented alreadx.better than nth..okayy..will stop here..Bye..but before publish post..i want to say something.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
AH MEI ,
AU YI JUAN..

yo..readers..i am off to malaysia le..gonna miss dar alot alot alot..hope the pooh with him able to make him feel i am near him ma..i will bring my pooh with mi to malaysia..wahaha..hope mei like her tweety bird present...okayy..gonna off com to go off le..bye..
<3 dar.
miss you lots..
will sms you
before entering
and when i reach
malaysia custom.
hope you miss me too!

today going malaysia le.i gonna miss dar alot alot alot..haix..its like so many days la..nvr meet still okayy..but now is nvr meet also cant sms..argh..but nvm..later gonna meet dar..also gonna meet mei..getting her birthday presents..haha..dar tml got training..mei also tml got training..haha..must take care neh..mei today tuition and sunday tuition have to go herself le.sunday dont be late okayy..need morning ppl call you ask kor call you..he will help mi call you de..you two got anything must sms mi..when i reach malaysia custom i able to sms you all back le..okayy..gonna stop here le la.gonna pack my bag..the whole family pack alreadx except mi..haha..i always last min one.
dar..
iloveyou.
muacksss.
imissyou.
ineedyou.
dontleaveme,
promisemecan.
10moredays.

2 more days..and i confirm gonna miss him so much..haha xD
today meet him together with mei..mei play his psp..wahaha..althought i am kinda sad for some time but everything is okayy..due to i think too much again that causes me to be sad.haha..everything is alright..yupx xD today is our last day of pe..and we get to play volleyball..miss playing volleyball with my friends lor.espically play at beach de..we play 2 hours straight.cause we dont want to go back class for chinese lesson..first hour mr koa wanna combined class with my class.so we play volleyball against 3/10..at first didnt started it well..everyone was not use to it.but slowly all the fun is out alreadx..2nd hour nicer.only our class..we get to really enjoy it la..we try to keep the ball thrown to each other..haha..but something wrong with my eyes at that moment playing.so didnt really can see clearly la.anyway..also got back our result for the practice paper..its was kinda one..didnt really do well also didnt do that bad la.compare to prelim i did better..but not as what i expected..haha..mrs yap also mention abt the trekking thingy..i told her go there my baby pooh lost..and you know what she said.her son saw the pooh alreadx drop down the hill..and..the son say is one of us the pooh..they dont know what our name..forget it..heartpain to heard that my pooh had fallen down the hill..argh..but nvm.alreadx decided to buy one..okayy.stop here..gonna do some of my geo retest..Bye..
<3 o3o8o8
12 more days..
3rd month
:o
dar..
i love you.
i miss you.

just back from school..whole day mood was bad due to something..get back chemistry paper..althought overall for chemistry i pass,my paper 2 pull down the marks as i fail..whole class only 3 people fail chemistry paper 2..imagine.its is so easy and yet i can fail..worse is got one question.out of 17 people.i am the only one who did it wrong..tonight still got tuition but i think i am already dont have the mood for tuition..3 more days i am going malaysia..so tml i meeting dar and fri meeting mei.getting her a birthday presents.if not by the time i am back from malaysia.i dont have the time to get it for her..back from malaysia at 27 oct midnight and on the 31 oct i will goin to ncc camp..but will be back on 2 nov.i will be coming back at 7 plus in the morning..as that day i need to attend my niece full month and of course.celebrate my mummy birthday..okayy..i gonna stop here le.dont have the mood to type as well..

will everything be okayy??really feel myself like one idiot..keep making someone who i really love be angry or sad..can all this come to a stop..stop myself from having such attitude??i promise i will listen to you..i wont be like last night..disobey you..i really regret making you sad or angry..

an i so gullible to all of you..argh..alwaes kena bluff by tze yang..then todae kena bluff by NIXON TAY ZHONG HAN.what bluff me you retained..such thing also wanna bluff.argh..today nvr take back a single paper..mrs yap not in school.mdm yati came to relief our class.its like omg la.somemore when last lesson mdm kan lesson.she go thru the paper but onli first 2 question.she mention she rmb my paper.sae i didnt do well for the question 1.if question 1 didnt do well confirm rest of my question die le la.haix..nvm..math and science more important.haha.currently waiting for dar to go home and online.he finish school only at 2 pm.so late lor.haha..wed dar coming down to chr..haha..me and mei meeting him after he done with his thing.haha..fri going malaysia le.hope hurry go hurry come back..but its like 3 daes la.so freaking long.cant sms.haix.haix..okay la.gonna stop here..wanna go take a shower before starting to do my dnt.tml submission date.
<3 o3o8o8
14 more days..
ily.
imy.

today didnt went to tuition.went to temple first with my family.after that went to toa payoh to find my pooh.why all kiddy palace is the same.all not nice de.in the end didnt buy any..so now only can start searching everywhere for nice pooh.today dar got bb training.hope he is not tired.cox last night kinda late sleep ma.haha..yesterdae met him..its like 11 days nvr meet finally met.haha.very happy.now already start to miss him lor.but can endure de.okay la.stop here.Bye.
dar.
ily.
imy.
you are my precious dar okay.
dont ever leave mi alone.
i only want you nobody else.
<3 o3o8o8.
16 more days.
3 months.
:O

i was being tagged by WENDY!!

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
have.but mostly my so called " family " will know.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
nope..cox i only love the guy i love currently.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?Yes

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy lots of pooh and of course save the rest.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope.all my best friend is girl.and i am already attached.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone.

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
i'll remember you.
never let you go.
ku chai.
ni zou tian qiao wo zou di xia dao.
this is me.
xiang tai duo.hei tang xiu.
ban qing ge.
bo le.
baby' i am so sorry.
cai hong.
wait for you.
let me die.
only love.
that why.
sarang ah nae ge oh gi man hae.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
give up and of course wish he is happy and wish them happiness

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?yes.pooh bear appearance.

10. What makes you angry?when people does something my back and accuse me.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
with my family and of course maybe married with the guy i love most.hopefully is my dar.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
my family.so called " famiy " and of course my beloved dar

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Happiness.studies.

14. What is more important?Family or Career?
Family.

15. What is your favourite colour?
purple.pink and many more.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
not really all.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i will pick the one who loves me more.but i wont love two people simultaneously.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
should be ba..see how serious the thing is.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
friends - stay happy.
bgr - iloveyou.
20. 5 people I have tagged
i dont wish to tag anyone by the way.

today went to the sounthern ridge trip.and it is my sad day la.my bag always hang a pooh bear..and you know what..today lost it.heart pain la.to me it place third in my heart neh..very heartpain la.its mi and jue qi that bought the same pooh bear..now i lost it..i will buy a new one..but i noe its hard to buy back the identical one.so if any pooh i go find tml.its look nice to mi i will buy it ba.tml got tuition..also meeting dar..he ask mei along..hopefully she going also ba..okay la.stop here le.no mood to post le.i miss my pooh le.wonder where is it now.at interchange?in the bus?or at vista?haix..okay..Bye

dar.
iloveyou.
imissyou.
<3>

Penned,

yesterday is hard day to past..i went to work for my daddy again..its so tiring..somemore is i slept at 4 plus in the morning..luckily my mummy fetch mi to school today morning..if not.i tink walk for so long also wont reach that pathetic school which only have 17 sec 4 students..dunno why i so late sleep.i also not sleepy.maybe what dar say make me too happy le..today went to watch connected with jue qi.keikei.sockyan.finally.but the show is like omgggg la..starting haven 5 mins mi and jue qi alreadx could scared by the sound.car crash is so loud.we both seem to be the only 2 that make the most noise during the moive..but overall is still not bad..tmr gonna trekking with my class le.its a 10km thingy..and i think we will enjoy lor.its like singpore's longest bridge..haha..and and this is what we planned ourselves.set our own de..okayy.will stop here..going down to vista..Bye
imy dar..
ily too..

second post for the day okay..my first time posting twice in a day.haha..i now atleast know what i want to post..about school thing for today i am lazy to say..cox its something unpleasant la.really..who knows about what happen will also say its something unpleasant for ME.. haha XD
i am so looking forward to get back my result for the practice paper we did last week.i study for it.that why i am so looking forward for the result la.its like i spending my time at tuition there to study it.if i still didnt do well.there must be something wrong with my dumbess brain and the way i memories it lor.anyway its over.just wait lor.no other choice.
tomorrow i cant post or online.as i am working.i am working for my dad as i dont have lesson on tomorrow as it is MARKING DAY. its nice to have holiday.i want to earn money to buy present for those birthday coming espically my parents.but i am lazy to work.i just wish to get enough sleep.thought of if sleep,where the hell the money come from.drop from the sky meh.so no choice.set the mind for working.next year wont get the choice of working except after o level lor.so earn enough this year ba.tomorrow also got tuition.i think by the time i go for tuition i will be like half dead lor.veri tired de.but must get use to it le.holiday also coming le lor.going overseas next friday..i am so seriously not looking forward for it la.i will miss dar alot alot de la.onli will be back on the 27 oct la.its like 3 days.

this part is for my papa.
papa..if you are unwell.please go see a doctor la.if really something happen atleast you get to know it early what..can cure.if you know it late you will regret one.can say is ur health nobody can force you if you really dont want.but listen to nu er can..go see a doctor.if nort mama and daddy and me ur nu er will sad if something happen to you..dun forget there is still ah mei..she also will sad one lor.

this part is for my beloved dar.
for today i dont blame you okay..as long as you tell me what exactly happen can le.i am fine now..i veri easily get over it one.i know i tell you that time you sad.but i think that is better to tell you..i also will feel better and it also make me feel that i am not hiding anything from you.i really really hope that we will last long.as long as it is possible.i once let you slipped off..this time i wont let the same thing happen again.my feeling for you wont fade off.okayy..
anyway.
i had learn to said I LOVE YOU.I MISS YOU.
and i will only say this to a particular guy.
he made me know what is the real meaning of these two words
which is very important to both of us.
DAR.I LOVE YOU SERIOUSLY.
I MISS YOU AS MUCH AS WELL.

why is i feeling like tat.i feel like posting something..but i dunno wat to post.somemore i dun feel like posting about what happen todae.tis morning de is so malu..then i am veri hyper in class cox veri malu..then todae around 10 plus i become so sian like tat..i noe papa.mama and daddy wanna cheer me up.but i just cant seriously being cheer up.but i noe they did their best..thanks..okayy.i dun sae anything more le.Bye.

back to posting again.i veri bored so here to post..todae went for a math tuition..the whole class veri quiet without joanne.jacqueline also nvr go.so onli mi,edmund and kelly.luckily the class passes kinda fast..
today morning dar call me to wake up again..but i was too tired to wake up.so i say i want to sleep awhile more.i woke up almost 10 then woke up lor.dar alreadx in chr for meeting le.awhile later recieve mrs yap sms.ask mi to get back to her whenever i am free..so i call her after awhile.she told mi tat tml recee trip is cancelled since there is onli 4 of us going..haha..then i have to sms all the rest 3 of them to let them noe.so tml another day slacking at home.haha..dar now still at chr's gym..he must be very very tired lor.must ask him to rest well le XD
okayy..i will stop here le.post again other day ba..

<3 o3o8o8
ily.
imy.

tis since a long time i post.this whole week we try out the n level exam paper.feel so tired of studying it all over again after prelim..i dun tink english n combined humantities i will score well lor.i finish the paper veri early.then for a math.i tink even if pass also just pass like that.for paper 2.i got not enough time..finish then teacher say time up.then haven even check lor.haix.anyway it NOT graded.haha.

this week meet dar once only..haha..its good enough.dar tonite got dinner.he will wear until veri handsome de.somemore also will cute.chubby chubby de..wahaha.

dar.
ily.
imy.
<3>

Penned,

here to post a short one..today is children day but also its my brother WILBER LOH's BIRHTDAY.he must be very excited to see many relative comeing to celebrate with him..he decorate the whole house with his favourite ballon.yesterday he alreadx started making it.now my house like fairy tale house lor..but anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILBER LOH JUN JIE
yoyoyo..
2 more daessssss..
cant wait for it to arrive..
as all my ex after with the first
i had not had a relationship
last for 2 monthsssss...
dar..you will be the one okayyyy..