yesterday something wrong with my internet that why i unable to post..even online also cant..so all the way i was outside watching television with my family..but my parents was not around..today went to work as usual..then after that reach home bathe went out again..went to turf club and meet my cousin all..as only today there are open for kids..so went just reach home..went there my sister bought a elmo and i bought a cookie monster..haha..okay la..shall post here..i wanna watch television..Bye..
iLOVEandMISSmyBOYFRIEND D:

let me post about yesterday ba..cause i seriously dont have the mood to post about friday..yesterday morning went to swimming with my mummy.brother and sister..after that reach home.awhile later went to meet xiu hui and cherilyn le..we went to the music monster festival..overall still not bad..somemore wang zi so handsome and cute..wahaha..after the whole thing end..we went to take mrt..can say we are lucky that we took the last train to woodlands..when reach causeway..we walk home lo..when i was walking alone after reaching cherilyn and xiu hui nearby.they went off le..so i walk alone lo.what on my mind i really hope at that moment it will come true la..but its impossible..i wont dare to dream of miracle anymore..i wont wish for something with high expectation..as dissapointment is higher..okay la..i dont want to post le.
everything i hope,
everything i wish,
it is impossible.

yesterday didnt post as i was not at home most of the time..wahaha..went to work in the morning until 4 plus like that..reach home..i was watching hot shot..my mummy came home..say wanna go causeway..so okay lo..go with her..meet my cousin over there..we bought lots of stuff la..cause john little got sales..somemore my cousin got card member..came home.its alreadx 9 like that..i need to off com le so nvr post lo..haha..later going to bugis with sock yan and kei kei..yupx..then meet my mummy at bukit botak the west mall..maybe take mrt back to woodland or meet my father after that to fetch us back..haha..okay la..shall stop here..searching for the ep of hot shot i wanna watch..haha..
dar..
iLOVEyou.
iMISSyou.
whataboutyou?

just came back from my father factory..online..but boy didnt online..haix..tml at first want to go bugis with sock yan n kei kei..but my dad say tml i rush finish his work for him then thur n fri i dont need to go down until next week..so okay lo..no choice..had to change day..change to thur..but sock yan haven reply my sms..kei kei have to confirm with mi again..haha..fri i definitely will go meet boy..if nvr..dont know when then can meet le..haha..okay la..i dont want to post le..nth to post also.
boy.
iLOVEyou.
iMISSyou.
its for sure.

yesterday didnt get to post..afternoon i went to my dad factory to work..cant imaging sunday i have to work also..evening came back..ate finish all the way was watching hot shot..when i want to post..my brother came in say he wanna sleep le..so no choice..cant post..today morning wake up..went to work until now just came back..was so tired..somemore get cut..dont feel the pain but got blood..so disgusting..tml also going to work..only wednesday going to get my aunt birthday present..i didnt get any present for any aunt before..just cause she always gave mi money..so its right to give her a present right..haha..but i wish to see dar..very long nvr see him le..haix..tml dar having exam..hope he can do well..cant fail..must pass..jia you hor..no matter what must do your very best..okay la..want to watch hot shot le..haha..
boy boy..
iLOVEyou.
iMISSyou.
iwishtoseeyou.
cause,
IMISSYOUALOT.

i shall post now before i got no more time to post today.since morning..i am stuck in the kitchen..unbelievable right!!help my mummy prepare tonight buffet stuff..then cook lunch for them..it has being 1 year plus i last cook for my family..wahaha..then help them to mop the floor all..so tiring..dar now in chr having bb..he must be more tiring then mi ba...but what to do..he cant dont go for bb what..tonight..my relative all coming..cause my brother celebrating his 21st birthday tonight..last night didnt celebrate lo..my house gonna be very noisy again..haha..how i wish when its mine turn to celebrate..i definitely will call my friends..but not forgetting..my beloved dar as well..haha..but it will be 2 years later..haha..next year wont be celebrating ba..o level..no time to think how to celebrate..wahaha..okay..shall stop here..Bye..
boy..
iLOVEyou.
iMISSyou.

whatever you do,
i will be very happy.
when i get hyper,
i cant sleep.
but i dont mind,
cause you are the
one who make me
HAPPY.

i am here to post again..haha...today went to marsiling to get some sort of clothing for mdm foon's christmas party..after that..i took mrt back to causeway and meet shafiyah at the 901 lane there to go back to school..cause got the sembCorp schoolbag thingy..so at first when it was so boring la..but after which is still better..all the way daniel chow and jia ming and i was disturbing each other la..atleast i make something out of entertainment to keep myself from gettng bored easily..somemore when usher cant use the phone what.so now only can entertain myself and not from the phone...haha..after the whole event..we still need to stack up the chair..some of it still need to carry it to the prayer hub from the hall..i pity the guys..espically most are from the BB..they are having their gym..yet still come and help to carry..after that some of it is at the AVA room de..so we still need to carry..again..most is jia ming and daniel all doing the work..after the whole thing..they are very wet...as if they just drop inside the swimming pool with the blouse..its really wet la..haha..and here i am posting..okay..anyway..today is my big brother's birthday..so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN CHIN..
Bye..
boy..
iLOVEandMISSmyBOYFRIEND D:

sorry for not posting yesterday..due to the heavy rain i didnt on the com.yesterday went to town with winona..and and lizhen..4 yrs nvr meet lizhen already..and lots of changes can be seen between us..hahawe talk lesser then last time..but still got talk la..imaging 4 yrs nvr meet..suddenly meet is very weird de lo..if next yr all of them going back to pri school i definitely will go..haha..3 yrs nvr go back le..cause its so far okay..haha..scare so many yrs nvr go back when next yr go back will get lost..it is true that i got NO sense of direction.wahaha..today went to work..when going back..my parent and mi went to boon lay there..i bought my new school shoes just for tml..then my mom abandon mi..i was walking at the front..she at the back..see something stop..nvr tell mi..i was like one idiot walking alone..the worst is..i call her..i say"mummy" i turned around she not at the back..she was looking at her shoes..she saw mi looking around she laugh..i told my daddy after he arrived..he laugh also..really look like an idiot la..then she bought buffet stuff just for my brother birthday..she spend $141 on it..after buying..we went to cwp..order my brother's birthday cake..went to cold storage as well..oh ya..when we entering the car park..my cousin car was just at the back..she call my mummy hp..say"you all at cwp ar? i am just at your back"..also walked together with her lo..haha..first time go cwp with cousin..wahaha.. XD okay la..gonna stop here..wanna go watch tv le..
boy..
i love and miss you lotsss... XD

today i didnt work again..wahaha..tml also not going to work..tml going to town with winona..very long nvr go shopping with her..tml getting school shoe..cause friday need to go back school..who ask my maid..so fast throw away school shoe..also getting my brother a present..he going to be 21 yrs old..and it means..FREEDOM for him..i still got so many pathetic years la...today went to school with jueqi..and i know my english score..its so badly done la..argh..after that wait for dar to come..after that jue qi went off already..so dar went to eat his ice cream..haha..oh ya..i saw girlfriends and daddy today..girlfriends-maine and haidah...daddy-keikei..haha..then dar and mi was slacking all the way till i going home..dar also pei me take bus with mi..at first want to walk de..but dar in camp INJURED himself..so he say dont want walk..later pain..then i will xin tong..so okay lor..agree to take bus lor..haha..okay..gonna stop here..shall update EVERYDAY...all cause of dar..haha..bye..
i LOVE and MISS my BOYFRIEND!
since o3o8o8.

i have went thru the most boring life of mine..my beloved dar was back from camp last night..finally..yesterday afternoon i was so so so boring that i took a afternoon nap..i slept at 1 plus till 4.33 after recieving dar sms..he told mi that he fall down..upon after reading that..i jump out of my bed..sms him all..xin tong to heard he fall..somemore got cut..on both hand and leg..haix..i cried la..so xin tong eh..but its alrights..cant predict de what..at night went to my aunt house for dinner..when going home..dar sms mi..say he going home..i am so happy..haha..sms with him till 11.30 like that..i slept around 12 plus..cant get to sleep..as afternoon i slept..this morning my mummy didnt wake mi up..dont know why..but my that irritating brother wake mi up..i went to wash up..and you know what..my parents already went to work..i was like complaining la..want mi go work for my daddy and yet they went off already..make mi wake up..argh...but nvm..was chatting with dar in msn just now..okay..stop here..wanna follow my maid go fetch my siblings..haha..miracle neh..too bored at home la..Bye..
i LOVE and MISS my BOYFRIEND so much..

boy boy went to camp yesterday..and i miss him alot alot..promise him that i wont be sad de..so i wont..must look forward to the day he come back..yesterday he slept very late.around 3 plus..xin tong to hear him slept so late..and i nvr acc him..he able to sms but i was already aslept..around 2 plus woke up.sms him..but i am very dumb la..i type my sms..then i nvr sent..so its like i thought he is busy or what to reply..morning then i found out i nvr sent..argh..tonite i wont be that stupid le..haha..tonight..my didi gonna have graduation concert..and i am left at home alone..my maid went for off day..so i will be alone at home..then its like so dark..omg..i wont scare de la..haha..okay la..will stop here la..gonna watch tv to waste my time..haha..
dar..hurry up come back..i miss you so much..
<3 o3o8o8!
ily.
imy.
its for forever.
i promise.

back to posting..didnt go work today..my mummy all also nvr work..haha..as there is sort of prayer in my house..i am like so miss boy okay..but he say..someone miss more than someone miss someone..haha..i am so sian okay..this few days is like work work work la..hate it..still got like 1 month 3 weeks..how am i gonna survive man..haix..nvm..for money sake okay..tml boy going camp le..he must really take care..i will miss him lots de..yesterday on the phone with him..he mention abt joining bb..i dont know la..i dont want cause its weird..i want is cause atleast can learn something at there..as well as can see him..but what should i do?even if i want..i dont think my mummy allow ma..its on weekend somemore..and i should focus on studies more than anything else ba..haix..all this can wait ba..forget it..wait for times to come ba..haha.okay..shall stop here..gonna watch tv..
boy..
ily.
imy.
take care okay?
<3 o3o8o8!!
: o

effffff....i am damn angry with myself now..maybe god is playing a joke on me ba..why must this 2 thing happened in 1 day.arghhhhhhhh...i am damn moody after seeing what he sms mi..now..i am freaking angry with what she say..isit cause what i predicting is true..than she taking away what i have now??i hate it..really hate it so so so much..now i can felt how someone felt last time..i think what i say now only mi and dar understand ba..sorry that i started this post sounded angry..but no choice..that what i am suffering inside my freaking heart..

today i didnt go to work for my daddy..but tml have to help him..miss my dar already..its like only 2 days didnt saw him..today dar didnt went to school..so the whole day was chatting with him in msn..but he did call mi for awhile..very happy..can hear his voice..the afternoon dar trying to find things to do as he is very sian..i also very sian..but i today guai okay..stay at home.watch in love with a rich girl while doing my homework..first time end of yr holiday got homework lor..tml my preciious dar morning going to school..and afternoon going to chr for meeting..he coming down to woodland but i cant make it to meet him after his meeting..i am working..haix..i miss him so much okayy...but not to forget.most importantly is..today finally is our 3rd month together..i am very happy okay..i nvr had a r/s that last this long after having a r/s with my first stead for 7 months lor..haha..i believe dar also very happy ba.. :D today also sock yan's(mama) birthday.. so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
hope you like the present we gave it to you..
the rest i posting is for my dar.
today our 3rd month and i hope there are more months and years we will be spending together..cause i seriously love you so much..so
HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNI.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

back from ncc camp today.camp start on friday afternoon..there are 4 clt.naz and mi and 29 pathetic cadets and 11 specialist..first day of camp i only attend the night event..i reach school and they startin AAR alreadx.so i just stay there listen to what the clt observe for the day..that night..we kinda late go sleep..i did some homework in the canteen..around 3 went up to bunk.but cant sleep.ma'am keep making us laugh non-stop..we went outside the bunk the bench..sat until fall asleep..around 4 plus then go back inside bunk to sleep..morning 6.30 wake up again..as they going to fall in and mi and naz making milo for their breakfast..we did it okayy..better than what the first day night supper milo.haha..we slack the whole day of second day..but i was ask to help them wrap the prize.wash all the food for bbq that night..i was like a maid la..wash the whole afternoon..wash finish..we went down to plaza to start the fire..my hand is black la..all thanks to the charcol..later also help them to bbq..but what i bbq is cant make it de..the food is either overcook or not cook..haha..but i only start to bbq at the very last part.which is meant for clt.naz and mi.haha.but that particular night..during AAR something stupid happened..dont wish to mention why anymore..its over..whatever happen next we wont know.so just wait for mdm heriyani to call either mi or naz to further the matter..we slept around 3 that night..5.30 have to wake up le..i was like damn tired la..want to sleep.the clt are not around at 8 plus. due to the matter happen that night..mi n naz left around 9 and clt ask us to join them at vista for awhile.as they are having their breakfast..around 10 i reach home le.this camp can say i wont miss the time la..although have fun..but what happen during the second day AAR spoil the whole mood and camp..came back home i sleep and wake up at 12 bathe and went to my cousin house.my niece full month..she is cute la.i carried her also..haha..nice to carried her la..today also my mummy birthday..so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!
okayy..will stop here le..wanna say that fri and sat able to meet dar i very happy..i not sure when then able to meet as i working for my daddy..but nvm..i will try to find time de..hope tml hurry up arrive..
<3 o3o8o8.
1 more day..
happy happy lor.
ily.
imy.