i am bored till death in class todae man..my class plannin for the karimun..it so bored..somemore i nort goin n i had went before..cant i join 3/6 earlier for normal lesson..haix..but forget it la..todae mood was totally sucks..had trainin todae as well as the ndp rehearsal..we did lots of time for the flag..haha..was jokin wit rohi all de way..makin fun of him..makin him fustrated..soon the ndp rehearsal end..had normal ncc trainin..lots of conflicts happen..my knee was alreadx killin mii n yet conflicts are comin towards mii..i had it enough..sonner or later i gonna wash off my hands all the matter..tis yr i find more n more pressure on mii then the previous yr..all tis are setbacks for mii..i will overcome it wit all my frenz helpin mii..oh ya..n thanks to afiq,adnan,gatsper,wee kiang,nazirah n even ma'am for todae matter..realli thanks for ur help..if nort i dun tink i will overcome tat matter jus now..okie..will stop here..wed gonna have a quick thru the POP for the sec 4 n fri gonna have ndp rehearsal n also the concert at RP n also sat gonna have investiture rehearsal..

todae went back to school to do my folio n let mr tan approve my folio so i can continue in the working drawing..we stay in school from 9 till ard 12 plus goin to 1..went to causeway n have my lunch..after eatin i straight away go home..at first wanna walk home.but someone lor..wanna take bus..so take bus lor..reach home i continue doin my workin drawing n did my e math homework..mr tan brought hui xin n mii in to the workshop to show us wat material we can use to do our project tat we design n everythin lor..i at first dun wanna go in de lor..someone wanna noe her artefact can use wat material to do..so she ask teacher to brin her go then i was being force to go in lor..but nvm..atleast i noe i can use wat material to do my artefact..haha..my class will be at karimun next week..how my life will be at 3/6 next week..normally at 3/6 is those normal lesson i have last time..but now is alreadx different..so wat can i do now was attend their lesson..no matter wat i will be united wit them as last time..3/6 motto goes UNITED WE STAND DIVIDED WE FALL..

announcement for ncc..i had done de proporsal for the comin mondae trainin..OIC-wee kiang.2IC-fiona.Admin-zyann.PT IC-yuan yi,hasri.Medic-nazirah,yuanyi.
attire for pt is pt.kit..pt.kit as in PE SHIRT,PE SHORT N SCHOOL SHOES..those without tis attire for pt will serve punishment..trainin will be from 1445-1830..latecomers will serve punishment as well..

sori for nort postin for the past few daes..was kinda busy tis week..yan yi is back karimun..kinda find quite weird without her ard..haha..tis week n next week is n level prelim exam..good luck to all of them..hope they can do well in it..next week in my class goin karimun le..haix..will joined back class 3/6 for the 3 daes..haha..i also dunno wat to post also..todae some of them when to collect class tee..so when my class is back from karimun they will wear class tee..so i will join them wear class tee next fri..jus had life range yesterdae..it was quiet scared at first..but when we had our chance we find it okie not bad..i get 6/10..2 marksman one is yuan yi n wee kiang..they scored full marks for tat..congruat to them..mon trainin was a nice one..we was like plan it well n it turns out well..durin de trainin all spects was havin interview one by one..i was kinda stress tis week..i was wonderin why isit tat homework is forever stackin up higher n higher..espically english..i was kinda lazy to do her work..but now is no choice have to do de composition..as miss foo will be readin our assignment..haix..todae miss foo came in our class again..but instead of math she came in durin english..mii wee kian n zyann was so tired tat the three of us fell asleep..sylvia also..haha..then miss foo came in..we four faster wake up..we greet miss foo n she sae for tis who is sleep rub our eyes..miss foo suddenly ask mii how is her lesson..i say is so borin..she talk to mii like our classmate like tat..as in scared teacher scold so band down like sleepin postion n ask..haha..she try to brin up our class spirit as makin us laugh n everythin..then we was dicussin somethin for our composition..she give us some point but since miss foo started off wit the first debate from MDM LIM pointers then all of us started to debate till she got nth to sae..haha..i sae lot of debate till she got nth to sae make mi damn happy..somemore i still own her 3 assignment..kinda lazy to do her work..haha..okie then..i will stop here..will post again when i am free..

let mii post somethin abt tis few daes..

wednesdae

had nth much happen tat dae..normal time table..we was inform for de NDP parade cum speech dae..so i was de one takin de natinal flag..naz takin de school flag..some gals n guys was in parade as well..

thursdae
had a math test after a math lesson..i was afraid abt de retest will be even harder..but still nort bad..my answer de same as diana..n we too plan to celebrate for MR LOW who was our e math trainee teacher..so de whole class forked out some money to buy a cake for him..

fridae
todae was de celebration of racial harmony dae n clebration for mr low..lets talk abt mr low de party first..todae miss foo was in our class..she wanted to join us in de party but somethin happen..so we gave her a piece of cake even when she cant joined us in de party..we even told some class photo wit mr low n miss leow..must take de photo from diana..haha..abt the racial harmony was kinda lame la..but our class still got some when to wear it..miss leow wear red n some orange colour on it..so we sae she like fire..then mr low wear blue..we sae he is de water..make miss leow de fire gone when mr low water pour on it..haha..talk abt the ndp n ncc trainin n rehearsal..ndp rehearsal was a messy one as BB was nort there as they have an outin to attend..so onli got GB,NPCC n NCC..after awhile de rehearsal finish we NCC went to de AVA n we did one survey..those was nort change to uniform was given 10 mins to change to half U..all of us was late for 6 min to fall in..mr kang torture trainin was actualli to let us take over de company..but i tink tat de torture trainin was still nort bad..nort tat tirin n also nort tat tough..he has given to most torture one..haha..

Saturdae
todae had investiture rehearsal..we get to noe de top 9 ex-co..some was expected to be ex-co was ex-co..but there are 1-2 was nort expected one had become expected..the whole sec 3 councillor was damn moody over it n had nth to sae abt the ways de teacher chose de ex-co..when mr than called mi ask am i dissapointed nort..i was nort dissapointed..mii,yan yi,iris,naz n vivian was talkin abt "lizard"for those who go to laos should noe who is lizard..then when mr than call mii i told him abt it..he sae he will reconsidered abt him n another one..who wanted to do somethin to ruin some matter..is nort tat i wanna be ex-co then i go complaint abt tis..i dun mind tat i am nort in ex-co..but i realli felt tat it is unjustic..chingy deserve it but jus tat she gort no CCA..mr than sae i am too weak when i was in laos..they also cant baised on laos to appoint the ex-co as some of them realli got valid reason tat they nvr go to laos rite..haix..realli got nth to sae..comin tue mdm foo n mr toh was treatin us to sweensen abt the SYF CO thingy..if the investiture realli gonna be ruined in tat fellow hand i alreadx dun mind him of turnin up for my first n last investiture..okie stop here..will come n post when i am free..byebye..

i had enough of it..its nort tat i wanna give you any chance..its jus tat i dun wanna be wit you even when i dun even like you..i onli like HIM..he is de onli oni one in my heart..tat y i told xian abt tis when i saw her jus now..so i dun wanna give u any high hope if nort later the dissapointment is even higher..i realli onli love him..if nort it wont make mi love him for 7 month 25 daes..u understand..

todae went to causeway wit charmaine,amelia,evon n huixin..we reach there we went to popular first..we stay there like damn long then evon cant tahan liao..she niid to rush home ma..so we went to x-craft as evon nid to see somethin..but in the end she nvr buy any thing..so we went to buy bubble tea..saw ruiqi n elishe..i wish them good luck went i leave..as they will be takin their o level de listenin compre..charmaine went to top up her ezlink card..evon told mii she saw zuxian..so i go run after her..she told mii she goin to meet wendy..so i follow her go..she later told mii she goin to amk hub..so i didnt follow her go..after awhile i saw someone..to my surprise i saw MDM KEW..she meetin her cousin..so mii n huixin chat wit her while she waitin for her cousin..haha..veri long nvr saw her alreadx lor..after she left then i also went home lor..

reach home i was like damn stress abt the social studies n dnt de work..nid to copy out de essay even when i pass de test..somemore dnt have to tink wat to draw..so i ask someone to help mii draw lor..i find out tat since i go to 3/5 is even harder for mii to score..go tat class i prefer mdm wee to teach SS..atleast she call us to copy de notes we still can rmb wat we copy..but mdm kan nvr..i cat even understand a single ting she sae..the rest still okie..exam comin..i must realli take de trouble to go library to study wit my frenz or anythin dun understand or ask de teachers or anythin..no more slackin for mii..my whole week is gonna be pack..investiture is arrivin n also de rehearsal is also arrivin..gonna get our post for ncc is comin fri..how de special trainin n de postin gonna be like??keep all tis aside??will i be able to do so??okie then..i gtg..will post agin whenever i am free..

since i am free..let mi post somethin..todae was meetin him then go school..then i was late by abit..cox i overslept then he left his house late..i actualli niid to reach school by 7 then get ready everythin..but in the end i 7 then leave my house..rush to school..findin mr seah for de ncc room key..then when i come down liao i ask de part a n b to fall in then saw de guy i hate most..he followin us to de sembawang park..tat wat i hate most..after i thought tat the orientarin finish then he will be gone..but who noe..he follow mii ma'am n the rest of the gals to causeway as well..call melvin for help as he got bb then he sae okie leavin leavin..in de end the bus came he still haven come out..then forget it..i also saw him..but he sae he takin taxi down to tampines..so no choice..in de bus he somemore dare to sit infront of mii keep turnin to the back..i change place n sit wit nazirah..he turn back n look at mii..i was damn freakin pissed off by tat..nvm..i follow my ma'am lor..we went to have our lunch then after eatin i went to buy for de ear n alcohol for evon..she ask mii help her buy ma..so i help her buy lor..he keep on lookin at mii..after waitin for yanti they all back from de toilet i told my ma'am tat i goin to meet someone..then i fater went off..if i nort wrong he also went off after i went off..is like i hate him la..espically his ATTIDUE towards the cadets then is like he veri IRRTATIN as well..dun tell mii is cox i am de onli part c chinese cadets la..but pls la..see urself in de mirror..stupid dustbin..for part c cadets..espically any activities de OIC..pls try to arrange every activities well..try nort to have any mistake or some matter goes wrongly..thanks..

councillors--->those councillors who has de blazers pls return in bby mondae..announcement by MR THOMAS THAN..thanks..take ur blazer together wit u durin recess n return it to de council room..go look for tessmin in de class n we will return it together..pls pass de blazers code to zyann so when next time when we niid blazer again then it will easier to find it..yupx..thanks..okie..gtg..byebye..

let mii talk abt todae..i was damn freeakin angry wit the freakin teacher MDM LIM..she is a trainee teacher..she take over mdm lai teaches us english..she told us got a reader digest test..other class teacher can tell which page but she nvr..out of 3 section she onli tell us 1 section de page..the rest as if we nid to read the whole book like tat..nvm..tis test fail or wat i hack care alreadx..give her attidue de whole lesson n the previous one..she call us to brin textbook next mon..then i sae i dun have..then ask mii go buy..buy then nort alwaes use then buy for wat..so she ask mii borrow n photocopy it..i shout crazy..she wanted to sae another sentence then i sae forget it forget it till de whole class damn quiet..onli mii n her quarrelin..then got one advertisment de assignment..then i was like damn freakin angry alreadx..i shout i nort free to meet her todae after school..then we told mr kang abt it who is my previous class de english teacher..he go talk to her abt it.u guess wat the freakin answer she give to mr kang..she sae tat she dunno i gort normal acad de textbook..pls lor..tat time de first dae she in my class wit mdm lai i alreadx mention tat i have acad book but dun have express de..she is like DEAF lor..then as if like a own her in my previous life to have such a DEAF n GOIN AGAINST mii de teacher..i hate her..i confirm will go against her till she leave de class..if nort for mdm lai i wont even hand in the workbook to her..she also like to play damn freakin lame game de..jus to make us listen to her's lesson..pls lor..majority if the class is like mii lor..haha..

tml is orientarin dae for de partB..so again like normal school dae..gonna wake up early jus for tis..haix..gonna reach school before 7.15..as i nid to go to the ncc room to get de first aid box n also nid to ask de partB to fall in by 7.30..de bus leavin at 7.50..somemore will onli reach school at 2.30 onli..tat goes my sat..left onli sun to do my homework n everythin..goona have a retest for a math next thur AFTER school somemore..haix..okie la..gtg..bye..will post again tml or sun..

let talk abt yesterdae..10 of the ambassador help out at the shangdong visitor..we being them tour ard our school..its like kinda lame..but the welcomin tat part quiet nice..but damn short..realli veri short..haha..then teacher nvr inform us tat we nid to help out at de high elements..so we all wearin school uniform to help out..luckily i brin some powder n vivian they all got brin perfume..as in de evenin we nid to help out at de co syf presentation..tis one still okie..reach there alreadx we need to stand all de way..we onli get to sit down when we in de bus..reach school around 10 plus..goin to 11 alreadx..reach home ard 11.30 as winona mii cherilyn we went to vista to get somethin..slept ard 12 plus..the worst ting is i was walkin n smsin..then i missed the step n fall..we three laught non-stop..haha..but once again i at de vista walkin home almost trip n fall again..

todae was kinda sux..i was damn bloody tired..but no choice have to go school..somemore havin fever again..help mr kang to held de meetin for de part c..then held another meetin at 4 pm..some even late..held de meetin till 6 like tat..
i was tirin to wait for a person to reply ur sms..sometime can even make us angry n worried..cox u dunno wat is happenin to tat person n wad exactly at his mind..can tat person jus faster reply de sms..dun make them worried or angry wit you..but i can sae is mostly the ppl will felt worried abt tat person..

okie..let mii post abt yesterdae parade at HQ..its was a nice one..lots of ppl finish de paprade all broke down n cried..n i am included..haha..its de first parade tat is so nice lor..when to meet nazirah n mdm they all at 6.45am..i reach home onli at 10 plus at night..its like damn tired la..somemore todae is a school dae..i was damn sleepy in class todae...but cant sleep like how i did so at 3/6 classs..haha..the trip to HQ n back was the first time we purposely skip a few train to go back later..haha..

todae mdm kan nvr give de social studies test..luckily she nvr give..cox i haven even study yet..e math textbook question..luckily miss leow nvr go thru..cox i haven do yet..tis weekend i like didnt even complete one set of homework..haix..kinda slack..cox nort feelin good..tml i gonna miss all my lesson except for geo n english..cox i gonna do my duty for the shandong visitors..then 3.30 end for de shangdong visitors..3.30 we all gonna go to the singapore conference hall to do our duty as ushers again..yupx..okie..will tag again on wed or others dae..see when i am free..yupx..bye(:

sori amelia..i cant go to ur church wit you todae..sori to those who goin wit nazirah todae..actualli realli wanted to join u guys..but i havin fever since yesterdae..but i promise i will stay wit u guys for mon de meetin abt tis..

yesterdae ncc traini was a sux one..we get a temporary post..tis post will be till sep.then some ppl was unhappy for their post..they jus leave like tat..do u noe u all cause lots of trouble to urself n mdm..if u ever different from us after all tis trouble u all cause for urself dun ever blame us..as i agree wit wat mdm sae..even without u all..we still can go on..it make no differences..

yesterdae lesson was a tirin one for mii..i was sick de whole dae..i was havin slight fever n have running nose since mornin..but my mom they all dunno..so i no choice have to go school..after school still got ncc..so after ncc my mom come fetch mi lor..yupx(: gtg..bye..will post again..

i hate wed a lot..i jus dunno why i hated tis dae a lot..todae collect our blazer for tml rehearsal n de actual dae..wed is like a moody dae..kinda like no mood to do anythin..dnt i jus sit down there..teacher call us to draw i jus draw..when wee kiang they all sit infront make joke to mr tan then i laugh..the whole dae goes like tat..tml is de full dress rehearsal..i tink it gonna goes like tat also..i 'workin' as a usherin wit her..omg..gonna change the whole world atmosphere..haha..but luckily got syazani to accompany mii..n also de MEATBALL jokes..n my darling yan yi, iris..they make my world goes round..why is test comin so soon..stack of homeowrk plus test almost everydaes..mon(social studies),tue(a-math),wed(e-math)..how on earth i gonna study so much..still got stack of homework..first time see so much homework waitin for mii to be done..dnt de theme holding everythin have to be done by next wed..okie la.. gtg..bye..will post soon de..see when i am free ba..

will tings realli be the same??mortal??angel??how i miss my mortal n angel..they are the best i even seen..angel care abt my sickness tat time..my mortal was there to help mii..wrong ideas have become wat??maybe the wrong ideas causes a lot of things to happen..i dun meant it..if now the mortal n de angel is here..how i wish i can sae thanks to my angel n sori to my mortal..cant jus the time stop at tat moment..how i wish tat the sting at my hand stop my time at tat moment..maybe at tat moment my mortal will turn to be like angel..but i noe it wont happen..my mortal noe also like dunno like tat..if it realli stop at tat veri critical moment..i wont be facin stress every now n then..

who has the LAOS photo??can anyone sent mii or copy a set for mii in a CD??i wanna de photo..its a unforgettable trip i ever have..thanks to whom can sent mii de photo..

sori for nort postin de past few daes..was kinda busy rushin all de homework..i cant imagin if i nvr finish de homework wat will i get..de onli choice is to finish all de homework..yesterdae when to ncc HQ..havin ncc dae rehearsal..standin under the sun for a few hours without movin..damn it lor..make mii kena sun burn again..haix..tml i gonna went out again..goin to library to finish de work mr koa wanna us to finish..meetin shafiyah in de mornin..afternoon then meet hui xin n maybe even yan yi to go town to get some stuff..n also my textbook n workbook which till now i still cant purchased until..fri had ambassador meetin..was told tat we are goin to de singapore conference hall to do usherin..then mr than came to talk to mii tessmin n herbin when we are outside de staff room before de meetin start..he told us tat mii n tessmin was recommanded to do de usherin at de VIP lounge..i rather do at other place lor..the reason for those who noes will get wat i mean..haha..

for ambassador ----> there will be usherin rehearsal at the conference hall on thur(5/07) n the actual one is on de(10/7)..there will be another meetin on the wed(4/07) durin form teacher contact time..announcement will be make..