days getting lesser to o level mt paper..to be exact..its 4 more days.its so fast okay.tml is meet the parents session already..i am not scare about the result that my parent gonna recieve..its what teacher gonna say..what if she will be saying about me and boy..i think i may as well dig my grave first.in case i need it.
in this 10 days.many things happened.went for 3 days of training just for RP race.sat is the RP race..due to the heavy rain.we had to stop the race.we all are so disappointed with it..but we cant stop the rain from coming..can say that the race is my 1st race..i dont think i will join anymore race..cause i believe that this time the race all the training had make us the whole group like a big family..can share everything..meal together..spend time in school and even training..that is something hardly other people can achieve..whatever it is..the race is over..but we are still bond together.not only now..i believe we will still be the same as time goes by.
june holiday for other is arriving..but for me is not..everyday still got lesson.it is hard to endure lo..but what to do..taking O's this year.many thing need to learn.got extra lesson and ever mock exam..hopefully i can make use of this time to study for what i should know for exam.
gonna stop here..nothing much..hope tml MTP wont be so bad..
iloveyou.
imissyou.
whataboutyou?
whateveritis.
iloveyouverymuch.

today finally finish all the mid year papers..finally..tml everybody was having a holiday due to marking day..but i have to be back to school for the RP race training..i am very tired la..study for the exam all..i had my hair cut yesterday..kind of weird..but i like it..feel so relax..dont need to tie somemore..tml and thur boy no school..but these two days i got training..so sian lo..but nevermind..training for sat..the actual day..sat getting nearer and nearer..nervous neh..wondering how it will be like..scared drag down the team.but i know most important is the process of the event..okay la..shall stop here..will post again when i am free..

today phyiscs paper..was like 1hr 15 mins paper..i did it finish in 45 mins??was like super fast la..might not do it alright..think that i will fail lo..haha..never mind..my dar very smart ma..i also want take a nap..but he want to sleep..ask me wake up up at 3pm.ask me to sleep only after he went for his car thingy today..so okay lo..wait for 3pm to wake him up.just recieve a call from mummy.the new maid unable to arrive..as her country got typoon..her house was like gone..so she cant set her heart down to come over and work..in the end..i still have to be doing housework..after school need to rush back home to fetch my didi from school all..for this period of time..my house will be like so empty..no one around in the afternoon until my brothers are back..haha..okay la..shall stop here..tml is geography and e math paper 2..comfirm falling paper will be geography..haha.

iloveyou.
imissyou.
whataboutyou.
everythingforyouwillbealrightya
dontbroadoveritalready
letitpass

wohooo...i did something bad yesterday..i forgetten yesterday was our 9th month together..sat went to study in school and went to RP to study as well..yesterday i went to study with yi juan.derek and yang keng..was not a bad one..just that only when derek first step into RP.he was like saying.i gonna rmb this moment.it was 2.36pm and it was 3rd of may..i was like what..today is the 3rd?i look to yi juan and she say ya..is the 3rd..so i immediately sms dar and ask..you know today what day ma?he say ya..not like you..study until forgot..i was like omg la...how can i forget..its mine first time forget la..haha..that whole day like feel weird..i must be dsomething wrong that i forget..nevermind..i will rmb all the rest of the months de..i wont forget anymore le..haha..last night had a weird dream..i wake up and i was like..how can i dream such thing..today morning everyone had to walk by front gate..got visual scanning..cause of the H1N1 virus thingy..singapore is in the orange zone..next is red..so kinda dangerous..so everyday got twice temperature taking..also heard from friends that our mid year paper no longer in the hall.back to classroom le..maybe cannot have large group in a room ba..okay la.gonna stop here..gonna study for examination.

9months and pass
and
i am still counting.
more months to come.
will never leave you.
iloveyou.
imissyou.
muacksss!!!

now is exam period.getting more and more stressed for exam..but i have tried my very best to focus..put aside all problems.just focus for that paper on that particular day..but i find it hard..i find that i am not studying hard enought this year..every subjects grade are dropping..maybe miss leow is correct lo..i dont put in enough effort..i am just too tired to study everytime..ughh..but no matter how tired am i.i must try my very best..that what i tell myself..this year not a nice year..serious for everything..okay la..shall stop here..i dont know what else to post le.


i am very tired.
will you support me.
i dont know how long i can hold on.
i just feel like bursting.
my mind are very full.
very stressed.
many things to accomplished.
but i dont have the strength to hold on.
i am getting weaker day by day.
be it emotional or physical.
asthma coming my way again.
i just hate it.
when then can it be permanent gone.