okay.let post abt todae lor.went to school.we carry all the chairs to the prayer hub from the hall.then is like saw him in school.haha.the chairs was like damn freakin heavy la.luckily when mi n chingy is carryin our helper is alex.there once mi n chingy was like preparin to shout for alex to help us then we sae 1 2 3 then alex.edward heard he drop the chair onto the ground.then i was laughin non-stop.haha.we did all the carryin of chair then went down to the canteen then help to carry the canteen bench n everythin.then the tailor is here to take our measurement for personal blazer.haha.after all tat still nid to go to the room above library to brin all the tables to the AVA room.finally we are able to leave alreadx.so mi valerie vivian edward evan yan yi iris chingy iffah isaac L isaac T n ben take bus together.haha.mi n val go for lunch then the rest go arcade.haha.after tat val went back.then i went to arcade to find the rest.we was like mad la.then went to take neoprint.chingy didnt take wit us.cox she like go find her warm.then after takin neoprint iffah n yan yi have to go library to do CIP for NYAA.iris mi n vivian went the sakae sushi cox vivian n iris need to have their lunch.finally we take bus back home.now there are at my house.wahahaha.okay la.why u jus cant be my side.i realli wish my drean will come truth.yupx.bye!!

okay let post abt todae in school.our school organised the wat SembCorp schoolBAG prize givin ceremony.then we ambassador was on duties again.so went back to school.reach school at ard 11.then edward sae wanna go out of school to eat.so was like kinda nort enough time alreadx lor.so we ask vivian we is still at causeway to buy food for us.so we had our lunch in a rush lor.haha.de whole ting was like so tiring as we are wearin blazer n high heel shoes.like shit lor.de VIPs onli arrived at 3 like tat.we wore our blazer since 12 like tat.my hand de sandflies bites get itchy soon after i wore de blazer.cox it was so warm inside lor.de whole ceremony end kinda early.then at the tea reception.onli the ambassadors get kinda high.we laugh n laugh.when we goin to de hall to stack up the chairs.we stop at the spiral staircase.then miss foo saw us.call us n sae thanks to us for de help.then talk abt the blazer thingy.she mention to mr seet sayin tat get the tailor down tml to take down we ambassador measurement for the blazer.so its like we get our own personal blazer.yuppy.so tml have to reach school by 10am to brin all the stack chair to prayer hub n maybe also ger our own measurement for our personal blazer.haha.okay la.stop postin abt todae.wanna post abt my feelin also.
okay.let talk abt it since i was sec 1..
when i was in sec 1 jus start steppin into NCC life.i got crush on ming hong.he tend to be veri kind to mi.acconpany mii wait for my parent to come fetch mi home.cox last time i go home kinda late as i stay at serangoon.then daryl ask mi for stead.rejected him.cox i dun even like him la.then danny another one.also rejected.haha.then ard end of the yr.my feelin for ming hong start to fade.
sec 2 was a horrible yr for mi la.had lots of ting happened.haha.first i stead wit han lin.he is my first guy.but it didnt last long.it onli last for 6-7 months.so its like my longest stead n also my first stead.haha.we went together to mt.k and can sae its a memorable one la.but we alwaes quarrel n everythin.parents matter as well.when we break both of us cry.i ask for break de.can sae i am cruel n everythin.but no choice.my parents are givin mi lots of pressure.then after a few weeks.marcus ask mi for stead.so its like i okay la.then we doesnt last long.we onli last 1 month 10 daes.i realli regretted being wit him.but i didnt realli have any strong feelin for him.then melvin.can sae its a wrong choice la.but its alreadx happened.so we was being together less than a month.he did ask mi for patch n everythin but my feelin jus dun goes to him.instead my feelin goes to keng yip.eventualli tat yr ended.
sec 3 which is tis yr.i still continue likin kengyip.but i did have a short relationship wit afiq.he is my first malay bf.can sae he treat mi nicely n everythin.but it ends unexpectedly.can sae tis relationship is like i put in lots of effort nort to let it end but is still does.but i didnt cry when we break.i jus like let it be lor.but my feelin for kengyip does nort fade away.when i was in obs 21st nov is de dae i waited for kengyip for 1 yr.but i did swear before tat when i waited for 1 yr i will forget him.cox it does nort worth it.durin obs i had crush on someone.can sae dunno sure nort.cox i jus noe him la.he is known as T lor.then i tell him le.he like other gal.so jus hope some miracle happen.haix.
okay.post again tml.bye!!

let mi continue to post abt OBS!!haha.okay.let continue from dae 4..
thursdae
wake up then went to toilet wit deanna,ruiqi n hui xian.they bought their bag there to pack.while i didnt.i does nort have much to pack.so i jus change to my wet activity clothes.but thanks to edward,tze yang they all who alwaes help us gals unpitch our tent.haha.then we board out bag to the speed boat.had our breakfast at the cook house again.i am lazy n nort on the mood to do anythin tat particular dae.but no choice still got kayakin the sea expedition to continue.yupx.so the kayakin starts.my partner is jackie.he quite good.help mi alot alot.then after lunch isaac teoh wanna change partner.then i in the end partner wit tt.i actualli dun realli wish to change partner one.but since they wan wat we gals can do.nth we can do lor.but i still manage to finish to kayakin wit her.a few of us was unhappy abt it.janrez keep askin whether am i okay n everythin.i am okay.haha.reach back camp 2 we gal bath guy pitch tent wash poncho n groundsheet at tat.gals cook they bath.we play some games after eatin.the forefit is to eat the uncook spaggetti.so its like eww.n our instructor ah boojoined in n play.i sat beside her n i laugh non-stop.so i change place sit beside edward.he also make mi laugh non-stop.then we play the darin game.that one even best.syahid is make to do some sort of flower face at batatu group ppl.so they pick rohi.rohi see alreadx scared as it is like gay like tat.so he ran away syahid chase.then ran n chase.i laugh till i cant tahan.tat nite after jackie all tae their shower we went to the jetty.we sat there chat n everythin.mi n deanna walk together.it was like we talkin some sorts of thing.she found out somethin happenin in our group.slept at ard 11.40 like tat.
fridae
it was the last dae.n our group member all cant wake up.so hui xian woke up at 6.15.ask mi wat time.we hurry call rui qi deanna n other tent ppl to wake up.tat mornin everythin was in a rush.we was like veri tired.so we meet up at the stores waitin for ah boo.then we play some funny games to make us stay awake.did some 'journal'.we packed our stores.find de missin items.then mii jackie n hui xian went to find tent pegs.we mention to find it.haha.n we went to jetty after buyin the souviner.we give out cert.photo everythin.our instructor anyhow give our cert.i get de cert is jackie one.then have to give it to him.when it is dismissal time.we almost cry.cox we cant bear wit the joys we had wit teck whye sec ppl.tat all i wanna sae abt OBS!!
miss the time we spend together.de joy we share together.yupx.how i hope everythin was recorded into tape n we wont missed it so much.

okay.here i am to post before i go school.let my post abt obs.it is so fun man.
monday
meet up in school.took de bus to punggol jetty n off we go to OBS.reach there we was like blur blur one.i was in the same group as deanna,ruiqi,huixian,jacie,edward,tze yang and isaac teoh.from teck whye sec there are also 4 girls 4 guys in our group.they all pei ling,efa,farhana,tt,syahid,daniel,nicky and jeramy.there are veri funny friends.whenever is our lunch time or dinner time we tend to laugh a lot.they make jokes abt syahid tat make all of us laugh non-stop.haha.we play some game tat u realli have to put ur trust in ur group member.haha.then we did belayin also.then had our dinner after pitchin up our tent.we had biscuit for lunch n dinner was some fresh vegetable n rice n canned food.haha.cant realli fall asleep as the tent got lots of insect.then i kena mosquitor bites.
tuesdae
mornin wake up was kinda tired.but no choice.haha.we pac our backpack as we are usin tat bag to hike.we put their poncho,1 set of dry clothes n other ting u wanna brin.n ur lunch for 2 daes.our cookin stuff for the de nite.tat nite cant bath.n the toilet there is in the forest one.it was like eww.haha.i tat nite didnt even wan to go toilet.haha.we hike from 3.30 like tat till ard 6 plus.yupx.but mornin we change to our wet attire.try our life vest.then we go do jetty jump.i did it.haha.it was quite fun.but when u see it was kinda scary.as there are fishes there.but luckily i jump tat time no fish.haha.then tze yang was at there to grab mi near the stairs.he did before i jump.haha.tat nite cant even sleep.it was rainin.n our tent is wet.is like how to sleep.somemore tat nite got grasshopper came into our tent.haix.
wednesdae
we continue our hikin back to camp 1.then it was like kinda fast walk.we reach there last as farhana was nort feelin well.we had to carried her stuff n also her.so we take turn to do so.but we dun mind as it is a challange to us.we dun tink she is a burden to us.then we did high element.my partner is jackie.the high elements is so scary la.also hard to climb.when i took de first step then i accidentally hit my knee against the pole.then my knee no strength then my leg shiver.then i scared of heights.then i cant go on.then i cry they still dun let mi down.they cheered n ask mii to continue.i try a few more steps then i realli cant take it alreadx.so they no choice let mi down alreadx.i am sori to jackie la.he ask mi nort to be scared.he will help mi but i realli scared.he got no choice but he did it wit other ppl.he came down he did ask mi drink some water.get my water.can sae he is veri blur sometime but he veri helpful.haha.we build our own raft n half way thru goin to make it to the way of success but the barrel came off.it was the barrel tat mi deanna hui xian n ruiqi sit on.first to drop down the barrel is hui xian follow by ruiqi.i hurry up sit on the barrel.dun let if drop off.then they hurry up sit on the pipe.then deanna also drop off.then left mi.then i also drop off soon after deanna sit on the pipe.so we jus have to sit on the pipe.haha.
okay.will post again tml or mon.i gtg n get ready to go meet vivian nazirah n valerie for lunch then go school.haha.bye.

i am back.back from obs.jus cant believe i survived tis camp.haha.okay la.i gtg n rest.maybe other dae then i post abt it.jus tat at there kena lots of mosquitor n sand flies bites.haha.had fun there.noe other school ppl.haha.
okay la.post abt it other dae.bye.
<3 u jus i noe but for u to find out.

todae went to buy OBS stuff at beach road.she went to buy the long sleeved shirts n track pants.then she spent $40 jus for 3 sets of it.haha.we also bought the cotton twine n solid fuels.then we take mrt back to admiratly to go her house put her stuff then go walk walk.we go night market at the admiratly mrt station.haha.we saw jigsaw puzzle.so i feel like askin my mom to buy.haha.hope she will buy for us.haix.actualli OBS seems to arrivin but i dun feel excited abt it.i was kind of lazy to go.espically packin the backpack.haha.then my cousin was also goin.keep callin askin mi n tis.haha.but i was quite okay tat she is goin.both hope to be in the same group as one of our school member tat i noe.haha.so wont feel tat uncomfortable.

okay here i am again.haha.todae is my bro birthdae but he is in NS camp.haix.okay.todae councillor is goin to pahang for overseas camp.tis is my first time nort goin to camp or any trip wit councillor.haha.ah janz is back from shangdong alreadx.todae got another batch goin to shangdong.which is all de sec 4s tat graduate tis yr.haha.their flight is de same.12 am flight todae.but at night have to reach airport alreadx.hope de councillors enjoy their trip,have a safe journey n those goin to shangdong have a safe journey n have fun enjoy themselves as well.yupx.
naz was at my house jus now.we was doin the total defence gold journal.but no matter how we do we jus can concentrate.so we use de com then she do her blog n everythin la.so jus sent her to de overhead bridge n she jus go home.haha.tml goin to beach road wit yan yi to get some stuff for OBS.haha.at first i was veri excited abt OBS.but turn back n tink.will i be able to enjoy myself there.or will be facin problems there.somemore we are gonna divide into groups.so let jus pray tat in de group must have atleast someone i noe ba.haha.or someone from de same school as mi.enough abt OBS.haha.havin flu now.hope fever wont come along.hope sat hurry up arrive.cox i gonna dye my hair tis sat.haha.gonna dye brownish black.my mom sae okay sat we go buy.haha.my veri first time dyin my hair.haha.why i jus cant share my joy wit him??why must he leave mi?promise isit realli are meant to be broken.how i hope our promise are meant to be kept.but it is nort.jus cant accept reality.but its all too late.its all fated.but i jus realli cant stop thinkin of u.
okay.gtg.post again tml if i am free.i will post abt goin out wit yan yi.haha D:

back to postin again.haha.tis past few daes is busy.haix.went to help my dad wit his work n back to school for meetin n remedial.haha.was kinda tired.but no choice.nvr help my dad i where got the money.haix.OBS arrivin.its jus next mon.there are lots of stuff in which i need to buy.maybe tis thur or wat meet up wit yan yi then go beach road.went to beach road lots of time alreadx.haha.todae had OBS meetin.then it was like i tell yan yi meet her at school bus stop.she thought at interchange.wait for her till cant tahan.then she sae i go school first lor.reach school de briefin is jus like take a stack of paper.teacher talk awhile n tat it.then yan yi reach school de briefin alreadx ends.so i help her take de paper.meet her then go causeway again.haha.at first naz comin to my house do de total defence gold thingy.then is like she last min cant make it again.so other dae liao lor :] now at home slackin.later then go dowm vista to see somethin.wanna dye my hair.maybe dye black brown lor.haha.i wanna dye before go OBS :o
okay la.post again other dae.bye :/

here i am back from camp.i will keep tis post short as i am veri veri sleepy.does nort have enough sleep.haha.i did enjoy my camp but although have some disagreement but as de sec 3 we have gain another experience.realli.my group member are
sec 2 : benjamin , taufiq n josephine(but went home the first dae nite)
sec 1 : mahirah , aryanti , jon and shi min.
i realli did enjoy the 3 daes 2 nites wit them.they brin laughter to mi and also happy to noe them.seriously.amazing race we have fun as i can see u guys have communicate wit each other.lend each other a helpin hand.hope u guys can continue tis kind of attidues throught out ur life usin leadership attidues.have confidence in urselves guys.okay tat all i wanna sae.post again other dae!!
bye..

here is my post before i go to camp.haha.cant wait for it to arrive.actualli i also dunno wat to post la.jus tat i am bored.post can make my time past.so jus come n post lor.naz alreadx at NCC HQ.she is goin to perak wit ncc tml.so she like cant go for the councillor camp la.anyway.hope she have fun at perak as well.ma'am was there as well.as well as mdm heriyani.haha.hope they have fun.espically white water rafting.yupx D:
meetin yanyi iris n edward at canteen tml.my mom fetchin mi to school tml.haha D: realli hope nort to see him in the canteen tml.cox i dun wanna it to affect my feelin.whenever i see him now i cant resist in thinkin abt him.camp the first dae i realli hope to see stars.tat wat when i wit him i had mention to him.i must keep to my words.but if it is raining confirm no stars.maybe no stars means i n him is nort mean to be.if there is means it is.but there is no more chance.i also dun wanna tink too much liao.haix.wed then camp finish.my bro also will be back from NS camp on wed.then thur is a public holidae.my mom gonna brin us to wild wild wet.haha.will be wit my cousin n niece.fri have to go back to school for last remedial lesson for chem.haha.
okay la.will stop here.wait for the post abt the camp durin wed ba.haha D: bye
`gonna stay happy for my whole camp D: hope nort to tink abt him..bye.

i am realli realli nth to sae.why is everyone so busi??no one able to acc mi go fetch my bro at fuchun cc.haix.nvm lor.at most go alone.then go home wait for nazirah to come my house get her stuff for her perak camp wit HQ.haix.
tml still got remedial lesson in school.haix.but i after lesson can slowly go fetch my bro.he end at 1130.but i end damn freakin earlier then him lor.but no choice.have to fetch.haix.why his school damn useless.no transport provided since they is go rehearsal for graduation ceremony.haix.
todae i went to school.dunnid go to work.haha.went to school for the sec 1 & 2 councillor camp briefin for the leaders.haha.then my group i didnt noe anyone except 1 - 2 of de sec 2.i noe benjamin n josephine onli.haha.then de sec 1 i didnt even noe i single one.haha.but nvm.will noe them when camp arrive.camp somemore have to report at 0730.but nvm.ask my mom fetch mi go.since she goin to work early.then ard 830 dunno whether wanna go for lesson leh.i still got remedial.durin mon n wed.but mr than ask mi to go leh.so how la.dunno mdm santha allow mi to skip it nort.haha.atmost i go for another time extra hours durin fri last lesson lor.haha.cant wait for the camp to arrive.hope to have fun durin de camp wit the sec 3 n even de junior.yan yi n iris maybe will make my screw lose.haha.confirm de.todae together for onli 2 hours like tat my screw alreadx lose like no one business.but camp arrive make mi have to buy my sleepin bag n shoes.sleepin bag cox at LAOS lost at the plane.stupid la.first ting reach there lost sleepin bag.haha.
okay la.gtg.BYE.post again other dae.