back from camp on sat night..i was very very tired as fri night only slept for 30 mins or so..not in the mood to sleep as i want to finish my homework first..while doing..it was already 4 am in the morning..was awake as i thought i falling off the bench in the canteen..see the time is only 4.32am??so was like seeing everybody sleeping already..so i just put my face on the table with my pooh..haha..slowly all of them also waking up as it was going to 7am..we have our physical training..what i cant believe is i not enough sleep still can run without stopping..normally i cant even finish 1 round la..the whole camp was not so nice but still not bad..it just that the camp committee set their tone wrong in the very beginning..that why all the camper find the camp boring..on sat afternoon..its raining heavy..but yi juan,jia ming and me did the camp fire thingy..i sang rain rain go away..hope that the rain go away..it did went away at 6.15pm like that..but when is it 6.30 again..the rain started again..we was so dissapointed la.did so much..somemore hand smelt full of kerosene..damn smelly..so no choice had the talent time in the hall..dar came back from AQ half way through the talent time..went out of the hall to see him..i ke lian him..he must have really went through a hard time during AQ training..hurt pain to see him like that..but nvm..its his bb ma..must be happy that he is back can le neh..haha..okay la..shall stop here..got nth to say le..will post in a few days time or maybe whenever i am free..

dar..
i love you so much.
i miss you so much as well.
i hope to see you soon..
hope friday hurry up arrived..

this whole week very tiring..lesson start at 8 and lesson end at 4 plus..worse than normal school days..this friday will be going to camp already till sat night..so i dont think will post until sunday..sunday morning still got tuition early in the morning..kinda lazy to go..these few days of dnt course is so boring..i find it so useless la..not really help much in our ideation...somemore at aircon classroom..so cold la..out of all places i sit under the fan..oh ya..somemore now my house got new maid le..the old maid go back le..have to teach the new maid everything all over again..honestly this job to teach maid is not fun at all..my mummy got a hard time to teach her..her english also not good..my mummy never work for 5 days just to teach her..now she is back to work so i have to take over from her..but my school end so late..take today as example..i reached home haven even put down my bag..my didi and mei mei ask me to call my mummy to ask her what for dinner and everything..dnt like way back cant catch up..come back home still like that..how i wish can give up on dnt..but cant la..nvm..endure for 2 month plus for mt paper.and 4 month plus for dnt then can focus more on other paper le..this year is the final lap..must give to the best..okay..gonna stop here..gonna help my maid in dinner..

i love my dar to the max!!
i miss my dar to the max!!
loving and missing you everynow and then..

dar currently in camp..today got see him for a few mins..cause i am back to school to take result..i dont like the result i recieve for my english and humanities..once i get my result..i called him..he was just downstairs having his lunch and yet i call him..i told him my result..all i want is his words of concern..but nvm..i not that blank out after recieving my result..i agree with what miss leow say..so what if all my math,a math and science got As..but english F9..cant even go anyway..not even ITE la..nvm..gonna work double hard for my english and humanities..
i very miss my dar..i just wish tml can hurry up arrived la..that the day he finish camp..i will be very very happy..when recieved hid message last night around 2 plus i was very happy..even thought i slept then wake up upon recieving his message..at least i know what going on..just now a math lesson i am very happy as well as i able to meet him for that few mins..which is very blessed..haha..how am i gonna survive this long days without his sms..yesterday i survived by sleeping..doing homeworks and everything..okay..shall stop here..tired le..maybe will go sleep awhile..


All i want is your
LOVE
CARE
and
CONCERN.
cause
I
LOVE
YOU
<3

my mummy told me something that make it scared la..i dont want my mummy to go..scare later she tell my mummy about something she shouldn't say..how..at first my mummy say she dont want go..lazy..then now she say she dont know..see how..she say see how my head pain..thinking will she tell..what will happen after my mummy go meet her..ughhh...how..just 2 days away..
tml dar going to camp le..for 3 days..will miss him very much de..will recieve lesser sms..will know lesser about what is he doing and everything..i gonna miss him very much..
got our timetable for extra lesson during the march holiday..mon to fri got lesson..then fri and sat is camp..sun morning tuition le..so many things..dont like..but atleast can enjoy myself during the camp..haha..got lots of homework for march holiday le..even got lesson..haix..this year gonna choing all the way le..o level very very important to me..okay la..gonna stop here..dont know what to post le..confused...dont know what my mummy decision..

back from flag day..went to AMK there to do flag day..cherilyn,sylvia and me went together..we was like asking ppl to donate..alot of ppl donate..sylvia was kinda pissed..cause hardly ppl donate for her..so i help her lo..we manage to get atleast half of the tin full..and at home was bored..nth to do..watch show..waiting for dar to reply me..he having meeting in school..just yesterday met dar and now already missing him so much...at first wanna go this concert with sylvia de..but she say she cant make it..so ask dar he want not..but he say too late so ask Qi and sock yan want go not..but they cant make it..so i return the ticket to cherilyn..just call my mummy..she was out and later coming back soon..she say wanna go malaysia..i dont want..i want to stay in singapore la..if not will miss dar more..i also want to watch happily ever after..i very sleepy..i want sleep..but cant get to sleep..my back very pain lo..cant endure it le..endure it since morning..paste salonpas dont seem to have any improvement..okay la..shall stop here..will post again whenever i am free then..

iLOVEmy DARalot..
iMISSmyDARalso..
iWONTleavemyDARnomatterwhat..
causeijustLOVEmyDARthatmuch..
ILOVEYOU TOTHEMAX!

everything back to normal for 1 week..damn happy about it..i gonna treausre you more than before..today went to spend my time with dar..damn happy..very long nvr go out just the two of us..watch movie with him as well..i wont forget this precious day de..wahaha...when i see the words me too in the notes i am super happy..as well when you type dont think too much silly gal i also very happy lo...today i really really very happy..tml will be able to see him again..after tml the very next time will be next week fri le..one week once..just this year..very fast de..next time can always meet le..oh ya..dar get his posting le..dont think too much about the result..you will eventually go poly as long as you do well..i believe you can de..as long as you study well..you make this goal to poly you will meet your goal de..determination is everything..work hard in highernitec year 1 lo..then can le..okay..shall stop here..want go bath then continue to do some dnt..

dar..
iloveyou
totheMAX!!