todae lwsson was quite fun.. first lesson is mt.. was kinda borin.. but sit wit madeline they all tat side was still nort bad.. still can make mii laugh all tat la.. second lesson is math,, was kinda borin too.. almost fell asleep durin mr lee lesson lor.. english was the best liao.. mr kang n the new teacher both nvr come in the class.. got one relief teacher call mr philip.. was kinda funny.. he joke joke then later scold us.. sae wat dun let us to go recess.. then we was laughin all the way.. then recess.. did our duty.. my first time screamin until the other side of the canteen councillor can hear mii.. i was screamin like "alan..no sweeet drinks out of the canteen.. come back in now.. i count to three u still nvr come in i tell mr azman abt it.. " he jus walk off then i tell mr azman la.. i sae it i will do it to make it turn out to be truth.. yupx..after recess is chemistry lesson.. when i come back i was kinda lazy to attend chem liao.. we chit chat at the back.. disturb stanley since i have found out one thing.. haha.. chapel was kinda alrite.. jus tat my view if angle firectly saw one person.. so like tat lor.. treat it as if i nvr saw like tat.. after chapel.. when to councillor room to help out in the preparation for tml party.. hooray.. ard 2.30 we went to the abassador talk.. was kinda borin.. can sae tat without valerie at the talk we surely fall asleep.. she make funs n laughter which realli make us awake.. end the talk by sayin there is another meetin on the 9th april.. i will miss ncc for the time being.. then will onli joined back after the briefin or so called meetin.. valerie was make us the IC for the abassador talk.. then she like so called sabo mii as the second one.. diao lor.. stress de leh.. after the talk we went back to help out at the councillor room again..


will you be free on my birthdae.. realli hope so.. wanted to watch a movie.. is like nort so good onli the both of us.. so i called nasriah along.. she will confirm wit mii again.. realli hope you can go.. is the onli time i take tis outin seriously.. if u cant make it.. it will be the worse dae in my life.. realli.. realli hope you can agree to go..

todae was quite a fun dae among the past few daes.. althought todae gort a math test but be4 the test. i had some fun durin lesson.. e math. got back class test result.. i fail by 1 mark.. if i had stay clear in my mind i could have got full marks.. one question i wrote the answer correctly but on the answer blanks i wrote different answer. tat cause 3 marks.. another question is the sign <0 i go wrote the sign smaller or equal to 0.. i was damn angry wit myself lor.. feel like tearin the paper into pieces.. english test todae also.. i tink i also will fail la.. didnt even go n remember the meanin of the words.. then during SS period.. mii n daniel was lookin for the class like the whle school is ours like tat.. i give up lookin then i sms to evon ask her where are they.. then she tell mii at humans room.. so i went up to humans room lor.. then i didnt even brin the note book up to copy the notes..so i jus sit beside huang yan lor.. then i was so sian i borrow her pen to draw my hand.. then i lazy to draw myself i ask her help mii draw..so i copy for her the notes.. she drew some different smile face expression..then she help mii wrote korean words meanin woaini. then follow by writin his name.. drew quite lots of tings.. she drew until bell rite..


todae i was thinkin am i be able to saw you.. i dun even dreams tat i am able to meet you twice todae.. tml.. am i be able to saw you..do u have CCA.. i tml got ambassedor trainin..in de afternoon.. i will be happy n hyper up even if i saw u in a far distance.. even if u walk pass mii.. yupx.. realli (:
wohenaini.nobodycanevenreplaceyou.

i am tired.. are you?? todae reach school damn late.. ard 7.. usually 6.45 like tat reach liao.. todae 6.45 then leave my house.. i am too sick to go school..but no choice.. have to go school.. if nort i will miss a lot of a math lesson.. i was sneezin the whole dae long.. espically goin to after school liao.. todae had e math test.. we the 3/6 students onli do page 1.. so onli got 15 mins to do.. i did finish then i went to sleep.. when i hand in to mr lee when he sae times up for 3/6 students.. then he called us to take our book to read n tried to do.. i open the book.. take my pencil out.. n i feel asleep.. mr lee call mii n madeline wake up.. cox the both of us was sleepin lor.. todae after school also got oral.. confirm did badly for it.. i cant even read 60% of the words.. onli a few i can understand onli.. the conversation is suck.. i cant even answer it in proper chinese sentence.. i like english translate to broken chinese like tat.. i was late for a math due to oral..but teacher did ask ppl to come down n tell de teacher to let us take the test faster.. but the teacher dun allow.. so eugene skip a math.. he surely goin to kena from miss leow.. i dun even dare to skip miss leow lesson.. he can tell mii tat cox left 15mins..go for wat?? i like diao leh.. atleast go let miss leow happy ma.. after a math.. start back awhile to do those i dun understand one with shafiyah..


i noe u will atleast reply mi.. as nort like last time.. nort a single one.. i am alreadx happy enough liao.. tis is a hint to one person.. pls la.. kena hair caught pls go n cut.. dun let him catch you again.. tis yr u jus kena caught nort long now kena caught again.. okie.. dun kena caught liao..
wo ai ni yi bei zi..

todae we get back our report slip liao.. i did damn bloody badly lor..i fail 3 subjects.. my a math so wat first in my class.. i still did badly.. onli get 60/100..my e math also badly done.. i can sae none of my paper meet my expectation lor.. realli did damn bloody badly.. wat can i do jus to improved in my studies.. listen more in class??do self studies??none of tis is helpin mii to improved at all.. i feel like nort goin to specialist course.. but mdm all of them is forcin us to go.. wat to do?? can i dun go.. NCC is givin mi damn much stress lor.. maybe jus go n try my luck in tat ba..


i am sad after gettin my report slip.. does u noe.. u dun even noe.. maybe i get back my report slip u dun even noe.. todae went to your class u also dunno.. wat tis.. it realli hurts.. i tink u dunno ba. jus now return to school n national flag to the general office.. saw you.. u jus walk off.. maybe at tat point u realli dunno how i feel at tat point of time..maybe it jus nth to you ba..
but wo hui ai ni yi bei zi..

todae was a so so dae for mi.. jus came back from karimun yesterdae then it is realli tired tat i sleep for 10 hours like tat.. haha.. wake up then watch tv until 1 plus.. ard 2 plus to 3 like tat.. when to causeway point.. at first my mom wanna take bus go.. but in the end my dad drove us go.. then reach there we walk walk awhile.. then my mom went to get present for my whose birthdae is comin.. then i went down to get bubble tea wit my sis.. i saw someone which i hate to see.. tml gonna see him for 4 hours veri suay liao still saw him todae.. then nvm lor.. accept the fate tat i saw him.. hated him ever since the camp preparation started.. talk so much.. espically when the camp is non of HIS BUSINESS.. he also nort posted to our school.. talk crap in our school.. yaya so much in our school.. thought tat his rank is the highest.. other clt higher then him then he talk to most.. no one in our plantoon like him lor..onli his bro in ncc like him lor.. the fatty bombom.. HATE HIM LOTS..hope he one dae cat tahan our platoon then leave our school.. make mii dun feel like takin the specialist course..


tml ncc liao.. dun feel like wearin the boots.. cox of the sickenin boots.. but wear slipper cant even join the platoon..waste my time if i cant even join..then somemore like veri extra like tat.. wear slipper HE will like nag here nag there.. one dae his leg gort blister he nvr wear boots i will sae chop off ur leg la..


PREPARED TO BE TIRED AGAIN DUE TO SCHOOL.. TWO HOURS OF A MATH FOR 2 DAES..school end so late.. make mii dun like school..

3 daes 2 nite of karimun trip ended todae.. the first dae which is thur.. we went to teach the students english.. y cant we jus teach math instead of english.. haha..english so hard to teach lor.. then we go wat geography trip thingy la.. then onli mii kena mosquitor sting.. teacher sae wat we stand beside you lor.. so they wont get sting.. at nite when they sleep the kena sting i nvr..haha..second dae..mt jantan.. it is damn fun man.. onli the milliped tat side nort fun.. haha.. we finish the climb at 4,20 but the expected time is 3.20.. we go up fast but come down slow.. haix.. natasha get scolded by mii at the jungle inside.. damn suay lor.. at first my team for teachin got natasha.. but in the end dun have.. my hotel rooms mate also got natasha.. then my climbin team also got natasha.. suay lor.. NVM.. we do go have shoppin all tis la.. i bought somethin for my family... then i bought one ting for melvin as present tat i own.. then i nvr buy anythin for him.. all the piggy over there nort nice de.. veri fake.. also damn tired lor.. the first dae veri hard u wanna fell alseep.. second dae u will veri fast fell asleep de.. haha.. third dae jus eat breakfast then go take ferry back to singapore lor.. haha..will sae more if u all got question for mii.. jus post it in my tagboard.. bye..


i misses you a lot leh..i am too sori tat i cant get anythin for you.. i wanna get some piggy stuff for you.. but it is so fake.. nort like piggy like tat..sori leh..
wo ai ni yi bei zi..

yesterdae was nort free so i didnt post.. todae was the worse dae for mii.. karimun preparation is tiring.. had to practice english and need to write out plan for the 5 hours lesson.. get the karimun t-shirt alreadx.. was damn plain lor.. haha.. somemore the colour is like shit.. haha.. prefer darker blue.. yupx.. then i was late for a math for 1 hour plus because of the karimun thingy lor.. then i stay back till 5 jus to do finish all the a math question.. had to ask miss leow how to do all tat question.. cox when she teach i wasnt in class ma.. somemore was like so cold lor.. luckily have way thru the stayin back miss leow off one of the air con.. haha.. tml sports dae liao.. then the followin dae i was off to karimun..


3 daes 2 nite at karimun i will realli miss you lor.. i will alwaes have you in my mind.. no matter wad happen i will tink of you first.. i will wait for the school start the followin week to see you.. yupx.. wo hui xiang ni de..


ai ni yi bei zi..

this weekends i have spent my hoildae at malysia as my cousin weddin is on sun.. so we sat afternoon went in to malaysia n spend tat nite there.. it was fun but i misses him a lot.. mii n 4 cousin went to K box (neway, city square) then we get realli damn high.. spent at tat place for ard 3 hours.. 2.30am then reach back the hotel.. we sang lots of differents songs.. old n new songs also.. haha.. then weddin was pretty okie.. but damn borin.. haha.. it was still pretty good la the whole holidae..


Karimunis gettin nearer.. tis few daes got school but no lesson cox of karimun briefin.. thur goin liao.. i can confirm is i will surely misses him a lot.. can he pei mii go school be4 i go.. hope so la.. but thur they will be startin lesson late.. 2 hours difference.. it is impossible he wanna pei lor.. haix..


wo ai ni yi bei zi..

todae can sae is the most unlucky dae for mii lor. so wat if i can go out n have fun.. i go out have fun while i brin along my hp.. half way thru the dae i jus cant sms or give call out.. is like damn blurred out la.. somemore was at xu bo's participatin in campus superstar the venue..become damn moody n no mood like tat la.. then i ard 3.30 when xu bo haven even sing i go off liao.. i reach back woodlands then faster go singtel de hello shop n ask abt my hp.. n they told mii is i nvr pay my bill.. fine lor.. at most no hp to use lor.. atleast still can listen to songs.. haha..WISH XU BO GOOD LUCK IN HIS SINGING.. sori tat i leave be4 you go n sing.. hope he get green light.. yupx.. (:


at first wanna sms him and ask him whether he wanna go wit mii to watch huanted school.. but my hp at tat moment get cut off.. nvm.. will ask him in msn.. haix.. tml goin to malaysia liao.. until sun then come back.. mom school reopen liao.. damn sian lor.. so fast start school liao.. dunno why tis yr i dun so feel like goin to school.. is like go school gives lots of stress.. those stress tat u in sec 2 nvr had be4 de.. lots of homework but i jus lazy to do.. why.. why al tos problem camp onli in sec 3.. nort in sec 2.. nvm.. try to overcome it. as long as i dun fall.. it will be easy to cope..


wo ai ni yi bei zi..

todae it can be sae is i most regretted by makin tat decision.. todae if i make tat decision.. i wont be here postin at tis moment.. i will be wit them goin to mt.ophir.. they will onli be back at sun.. i also regretted in nort goin wit the pther batch to belumut.. i can choose one of the 2 choices.. but i didnt.. belumut i went be4.. be4 belumut make mii sad.. it bringes memories.. mt.ophir i cant go is due to family matter.. tis make mii regret.. if i rather go mt.ophir them my family matter.. haix.. forget it.. cox they all alreadx goin todae.. one team report to HQ.. another one report to school.. is like kinda sad la.. haix.. forget it.. next week karimun.. must enjoy abt it.. 4 more daes of school holidae.. fri.. i must take the onli chance to go out cox we are goin to support xu bo as he joined campus superstar.. yupx.. good luck to him.. mt. ophir n belumut students.. enjoy ur trip n make sure stay safety .. yupx..


abt thailand trip i haven even ask him abt should i go.. i will ask him when he get to online tis few daes.. yupx.. i will go or not depend on his answer.. tis time round is he the first concern.. yupx..

todae we jus had our first a math lesson duriin the holidae.. it was damn sian cox it lasted for 3 hours.. although it can be borin but atleast i get to meet him in the mornin to pass him tings.. then i went home after the a math remedial..i was walkin home wit shafiyah.. we was talkin abt all the camp stuff plus the june thailand trip..when i reach home.. nazirah called mii.. she told mii tat sophiah didnt call her.. onli when she call sophiah then they start mentionin abt gettin the camp bag from mii. is like SHIT.. then somemore she came n take the bag from mii still can give mii tat ******* .. since she hacked care.. then i also hacked care la.. at that time i was realli fed up la.. come my house outside the corridoor can shouted.. plus la..shout for wat..somemore i sae 4 times MY BRO SLEEPIN.. they also cant hear.. came in my house.. they can jus play play here n there.. i called my mom.. tell her tat i will be out to get somethin in ncc room for the mt. ophir students.. then u noe wat.. it was damn bloody heavy lor.. the stuff they borrowin.. all is damn heavy..when i reach school i sms him.. ask him he open the presents liao ma... he reply sayin tat he cant find it in the ava room.. i quickly go find.. i almost sprained my ankle when i run up the spiral staircase.. i managed to find the present.. then meet him at viva downstair to pass it back to him.. hope he like the present lor.. haix..


abt the june thailand trip wit the councillor.. will i be goin?? if i go the consequences is.. cant get to contact him by smsin him.. cox i got no autoroamin .. the payment will make by mi alone..
if i dun go.. teachers wil nag.. so should i go or nort go?? can he tell mii the answer.. yes is i should go.. no is i should nort go..


my karimun trip is next week.. i can sae is i surely cant stand it lor.. 3 daes 2 nite no hp to contact him.. now i in singapore alreadx cant stand him replyin my sms like damn long..long until 1 hour in between each sms... onli when we chattin serious thing he reply damn fast..
haix..
okie la.. gtg liao.. later my bro nag for mii usin his com so long..


fiona <3 ni yi bei zi..

todae camp was dismiss finally.. 3 daes 2 nite nort sleepin is a " fun " thing.. we had to do duty , debrief all this stuff.. tis camp make mii had quarrels between frenz all tat.. is like a unpleasant thing la.. but no choice la.. they did wrong thing i get scoldin.. is like stressed la.. first half dae onli mi alone take the whole company.. then the idotic guy came n make mii stressed all that.. finalli everything okie.. but the stressed is forever there durin the camp.. then a lot of ting is last min.. like the camp all this.. it is not success la.. have to do a lot of talkin n stuff then okie.. but second dae i still remember.. after scoldin 2 of my platoon mate i was like moody liao la.. then mdm heriyani n mr kang had a short debrief wit all part C n the sirs n mdm.. at that time the idotic guy haben come.. but the moment he came.. mi n wee kiang will nort have a peaceful mind.. when he is nort here yet. mi wee kiang n gatsper is like nth to ting all tis la.. like meet the rest of the part C to tell them wad to do next all that la..todae last dae of camp.. he punish all of us.. is like unfair n unreasonable lor.. somemore is changin parade la.. we had to climb up to level 4 then the guys at level 1.. then the timin is the same.. then by the time go up to level 4 is like alreadx veri tired la.. somemore we go up n change for more then 5 times hor.. haix.. after tat everythin still remain the same.. is like kinda smooth.. but the night snack time made mii damn angry la.. cox is lke so wat if ur bro got mug..we sae the command more than twice he didnt even wan to go n get means he dun wanna drink rite.. then sae i gort no f***ing attidue to have communication.. at that momment i feel like shoutin at him sae wat.. u stop all ur f***ing attidue in our camp.. u are nort posted to our school to be a sir.. so jus shoo off.. so wat ur bro in tis school.. u slowly see my face.. does my face show u tat i care abt tis f***ing reason n show caoncern to ur bro.. stop being pamper to ur bro la.. NCC is to suffer.. not to learn to be pamper.. if u wanna him to be pamper u might as well ask him to join other CCA.. NCC wont wanna have people whois pamper..


in tis few daes i dun realli miss him cox i have started to treat him as frenz in my heart.. in the camp bunk i can feel ur essence.. but i dunno why i jus nvr tink abt it at all.. this few daes spendin in school let mii found out somethin.. found out that i still lke you after years.. yupx.. he also dunno abt it at all.. haix.. nvm.. jus let it be..
gtg.. bye..cox wana go sleep..cox damn tired.. haha..

a short message abt my life in the first term of sec 3.. it was like shit.. test n common test all..almost every week like tat..damn tired n of course stress.. but if u saw how my class is.. u can sae u dun seem to have stress.. my class is like not teacher teachin like tat.. then common test jus finish last week.. tis week gets result.. english-- mr kang sae next lesson then get back.. E math-- 25/40.. A math 10/20..Chinese -- 18/50..but overall plus all class work i jus pass.. 50/100..haha.. then physics -- 12/30..chemistry--19/30.. but overall for combined science i pass.. then social studies-- 12/20..geo -- 6/20..combined humanities fail.. 18/40..haix.. D&T class test i tink i also fail.. can even read wrong question.. haha..
tml go colect newspaper as CIP hours.. is like damn stupid lor.. somemore all the blks damn far.. blk 600 plus if i nort wrong.. far de lor.. somemore is walk go if i nort wrong.. haix..


will erase you away from my memories as it is nort worth it to like you.. frenz is enough to mi now.. i wont let my result drop more cox of thinkin of you.. mid yr exam is 6 more weeks to go.. tis 6 weeks i will study damn hard.. no more slacking for mii.. must pass all subjects in mid-yr..
tat the promise i make when i decided to erase you from my memories as i like you..

damn happi todae lor.. he came to talk to mii todae when i was doin my councillor duty.. i ask him abt his yesterdae heats.. then we chatted until his frenz back from the toilet.. damn happi lor.. first time leh.. haha.. then when back to class i was damn hyper lor.. my classmate cant even stand mii.. haha.. then when i get back my common test for chem.. i was damn angry wit my result.. actualli can get 21 due to 2 spellin mistake.. somemore one of them is helping words given one lor.. my mom sae see la.. careless.. my a math.. i jus pass.. get 10/20.. haha.. damn happi lor. thought i will fail lor.. who noes i get 10/20 to let myself pass the common test.. haha.. i pity the 3/5 students.. if they mid-yr nvr did well they will drop to NA n is nort go to 3/6 class.. is go to 3/8 lor.. that class is can sae tat the teach onli able to teach 1/4 of the class lor.. haha..




actualli if u treat mii as ur normal best frenx is enough to mii..unlike now.. but i tink things are changin liao.. i wont ever dream of wantin to get near you or wat.. jus wanna be frenz can liao..


the one who <3 ____
n i mean it..

todae was kinda sad la.. mornin i even late wake up to rush finish the proporsal thingy.. then nvm.. i was out wit my parents after i finish the whole proporsal.. he suddenly started to sms mii.. sayin sori tat fri he nvr reply my sms due to somethin.. then it is okie la.. atleast he habe the heart to sms mii todae.. he sae we can meet tml la.. after which he slowly sms mi liao.. he still sae somethin tat dissapoint mii n make mii no mood.. yesterdae is the CLT..todae is him.. haix.. should i tell myself tat i dun like him or jus stay as it is now...


actuallii it realli hurts mii by wat u have sae.. the way u treated mii is actualli the way u make mii like you.. but now the words you sae hurts mii.. forget it.. maybe jus let it as it is now until some miracle happen tat make mii forget you or wat..


tml sports heat liao.. suddenly dun feel like runnin for NCC liao.. kinda moody to do anythin.. but tml also the dae i get back my results for common test.. if my a math fail.. i can get ready to drop a math.. as wat miss leow wish to see de..

todae was like kinda short dae.. cox onli got a math test then got math but mr lee is nort here.. so we go back our own class..then miss tan the 3/6 math teacher give us their class the common test paper to do.. n u noe wat.. i noe how to do de lor.. then english lesson.. the mr kang on course since yesterdae.. so relief teacher come.. then i walk ard the level..tellin every part C abt tml meetin.. tml part C will hace a meetin from 9am-11am.. to do every thing abt the camp thingy.. attendence will be taken ..todae most stupiest thing is tat..my mom ask mii go fetch my bro after school.. then i have to rush to blk 549 to fetch my bro.. no choice so i have to go lor.. now at home damn de bored lor.. confirm will fell asleep sooner or later.. a long afternoon at home... finally all the common test finish.. waitin for the result tat comin out next week..






i was waitin for you to reply my sms do you noe.. last week almost everydae pei mii..tis week.. u PS mii.. do you now there is such feelin tat sad.. or wad on my mind is..wad happinin to you.. mornin sms you, you didnt reply.. thinkin tat u will be late for school.. waited for you in the mornin so freakin long then you still can ask mii go school myself.. do you when i see your sms tat mornin..make mii freakin sad n angry wit you.. i was walkin so slow..scared u late.. n wat.. u didnt late.. i was wonderin.. izzit u reach schol alreadx.. but doesnt wanna meet mii then lied to mii.. i was wonderin.. haix.. FORGET IT.. now was jus hopin next week u can pei mii.. cox wann share wit abt my sadness n happiness wit you as i take back my result.. do you get wat i wanna sae..






the one who <3____
n i mean it..