finalli carnival is OVER...was tired out la.seriously.we use over our budget la.mi shafiyah n even sock yan forked out money jus to buy the fries.tis yr carnival was nort how i expected to be like.cox i planned tat when he reach i able to spend some times wit him.in the end both him n my parents come at the same time la.i was like feelin sux la.everythin was like hell.out wit shafiyah was the worse.ask him he reply no.then i freakin heartbroke la.go back nort even a single knowing.i feelin sucky la.i find myself so freakin useless.cox i dun understand n figure out wat he is thinkin.i am thinkin.am i nort good enough.should i alwaes say clear wat i am thinkin instead of hidin from you.seriously i am tryin veri hard to make our rest of the time better than now.watitin for it.3 more daes!!
baby,seriously love you.
can you dun hurt mi?
you are important to mi.
sori for being naggy to you.
you are alwaes every min every sec in my mind!!

todae was back home early.as does nort have any activities after school.jus have a chinese compo test.yesterdae i realli enjoy the dae.recieve baby pooh from baby.i realli felt happy.althought tis few daes was like kind of weird.i tink u have ur reason.but can tell mi why.i dun wish you to hide anythin from mi.realli.i dun realli like tis week.will next week be a better week?waitin for ur call is a tough ting.but i realli hope tat u can call mi.2 daes alreadx u nvr call mi.jus rmb i will be waitin for ur call.no matter wat happen hope u can tell mi.11 more daes.waitin for it to arrived.bye to post again whenever i am free!

todae is chinese new year eve.and this dae finally arrive but hope it can faster arrive to mon.goin overseas on fri.will miss baby!currently veri pissed off.as i jus cant sign in to msn.sae wat cant find my contact list.hell la.realli wish to enter msn.haix..tml goin to visit relative house.but also kind of sian like tat.tonite will be havin steamboat wit my family.yay!!one year once i eat steamboat lor.tonite comfirm late sleep again.will be busy doin last min stuff.haha.todae class was like so poor ting la.onli 10+ ppl turn up onli la.somemore i nvr meet winona they all then go school.as i last nite slept ard midnite 2 plus.todae cant wake up.in the end my dad fetch mi n my sis go school together.haha.okay la.will stop here.maybe post again on mon or sun nite if i can..bye!!
misses baby!!
love him forever!!

jus change my blogskins.i jus cant find somethin better to do todae.without his call last nite i am totally blanked out.use to havin his call every nite but sat is jus when he is unable to call.1 week wit baby le.realli hope can be wit baby for years.. :D hope he can call mi tonite liao.currently i am thinkin.isit i am askin too much from him.ask him nort to this nort to tat.then now somemore keep askin him to call my hp whenever i am bored.haix.i will hold u tight de.realli.yupx:D
to mi now i cant even finish my homework over the weekend.is like realli lots of it lor.but eventualli i alreadx try to do as many as possible.currently i finish all except math.haha.math now gettin tougher.seriously we realli misses miss leow teachin.haha.hope she can come back faster to teach us.she goin off soon.we will miss her and rmb her de.hope she does as well..haha.okay.stop here.will post again soon..bye :C