finalli carnival is OVER...was tired out la.seriously.we use over our budget la.mi shafiyah n even sock yan forked out money jus to buy the fries.tis yr carnival was nort how i expected to be like.cox i planned tat when he reach i able to spend some times wit him.in the end both him n my parents come at the same time la.i was like feelin sux la.everythin was like hell.out wit shafiyah was the worse.ask him he reply no.then i freakin heartbroke la.go back nort even a single knowing.i feelin sucky la.i find myself so freakin useless.cox i dun understand n figure out wat he is thinkin.i am thinkin.am i nort good enough.should i alwaes say clear wat i am thinkin instead of hidin from you.seriously i am tryin veri hard to make our rest of the time better than now.watitin for it.3 more daes!!
baby,seriously love you.
can you dun hurt mi?
you are important to mi.
sori for being naggy to you.
you are alwaes every min every sec in my mind!!