todae mornin ard 10 meet sock yan..we went to library do some homwork..then meet kei kei at 12noon..after tat we took mrt to ang mio kio..when we went up de escalator..on the other side of the escalator..we saw hui xian,ruiqi n one more person..if i nort wrong is elishe..yupx..reach amk hub..we walk ard n we cant find sportlink..i sms to yan ling ask her where isit..finally we found de place..when we first climb up the stairs the place was so uncomfortable..like weird weird de..so scarry lor tat stairs..how i wish he was there..haix..then we climb all the way up to level 4..so tired lor..haha..then we see de water bottle..de one we wish to buy the colours is nort nice..then mi n sock yan bought addidas one..same colours..haha..then we went to buy some food back home..i bought fried bananas n durian pancake for my mom..my mom try before the fried bananas so i ask her de durian pancake tasty nort..she sae yes..haha..n u noe wat..it cost $1.50..haha..but i bought one onli..if next time i still go then i will buy more back for them to eat..
tis few daes i keep doin tings makin mi busy so can stop myself from thinkin lots of ting..tml will be my cousin weddin..whenever i attend a weddin..i wonder will i be de same happy as them when it is my turn..cox i cant imagine wat will happen next..relationship alreadx cant imagine wat will happen next dun sae marriage..marriage is a lifetime thing..once u get into the wrong step u cant turn back..among my ex..if i were to choose among them to be my future husband,i will choose to be wit baby..cox he gave mi de relationship tat i want..as in he give de freedom even when we are together..he didnt ask from mii too much..i can sae is he understand mi de most..he wont force mi to do anythin i dun wish..he will respect my decision...most important is he is veri open-minded..anythin wrong he will jus sae..unlike the rest..they like so demandin..control mii..i hate all tis..i feel tat i am the most happiest gal in the world when i am wit baby..all tis come seriously,truthfully n honestly from my heart..althought mi n baby now is frenx.i still love him lots..i have try my veri best nort to cry..if at any time i realli cry out i realli hope u are there to console mi..cox i am thinkin of de past again..okay..gtg..will post again..maybe when i am free..cox tml will be attendin weddin..mon - fri confirm got stack of homework to clear..yupx..byebye..
still love baby lots..muackxx!!

currently i seriously dunno wad i should post..cox nth much for mi to mention..tis few daes was nort in the right mood..i feelin damn bloody moody la..baby left mi alone to survive..which i noe is veri hard to go on..i promise tat i will wait for him..but i dunno will he still will be back to mi..on the dae he left mi i seriously cry nort stop..each sentence he sae i cry..each time i cry even worse..by right the next of dae of he left mi is our 2nd month..i cant imagin baby jus left mi like tat..on 26march..lot of ppl ask how i am gonna celebrate todae wit him..once i heard tis i cry again..tis few dae i seriously cry a lot lor..haix..i feel like talkin to him even if he treat mi as frenx..but i dunno wat to talk abt..jus feel saddening la...dunno why..jus hope one dae he will come back to my side..haix..
i love you baby..
hope u hurry come back to my side..

todae was nort a bad dae to mi la..yesterdae..i was hoping tat i able to meet him or wat..when mornin i didnt noe he is at home..so when he call in the afternoon my mom jus arrived back home..my mom awhile later told mi tat she wanna brin to opp blk 841..so i called him n let him noe..when i was damn freakin bored cox nth i can do over there..i called him n wanted to chat..talk awhile.my cousin later drive mi n my mom go back home..at nite i call him be4 he went to his grandma house.at tat moment then i noe he did arrive to the place i was at before ending the phone call..yesterdae i was at opp blk 841 till ard 11 plus..i was damn freakin bored la..haix..
todae..huixin came my house..wanted to study..but we jus cant sat our heart down to study..ard 1..my bro came back..bringing us to serene center..cox we go there to eat ice-cream..mi n huixin clearin 5 scoops of it..while my bro my sis n my bro's gf family total of 6 clearing 15 scoops of ice-cream..we ate till we realli cant take it liao lor.like feel like vomitin..my bro there after eatin ice-cream there went to buy mac to eat.they sae wat..eat cold till cant tahan..must eat abit hot stuff..somemore my bro in the lift scared mi wit the stupid fries..haha..suddenly jus bounce it n drop down on mii from the top..i thought wat stuff drop sia..when came back near singapore sport school.baby call..he ask where am i..he sae he goin cycling.he riding toward my house here..my bro dropped us down from his gf house..mi n huixin walk back from there..upon reachin my house baby was behind us..haha..damn happi tat i saw him la..then i told him i goin up first.later goin vista..he sae he goin to cycle first..when i go up n come down again..it was rainin..we reach vista ask abt huixin's PSP..then we went back liao..reach home then baby call..sae he reach home le..so okay lor..a few min later i call my mom ask where are they..they sae under the blk le..i felt so lucky..currently baby on the way go his grandma house alreadx..tml then he will come back..wanna go out tml..haix..hope my mom allow..okay..gtg..post again other time.

back to posting again.i went to take my result le.as expected.didnt do well..as well as nort de expectation i make.
english-46/100
chinese-50/100
e math-70/100
combined sci-54/100
combined human-62/100
D&T-45/100
a math-79/100
well.i did all below my expectation except combined humanities..i expected to get grade 5 for humanities but while i get 4..unexpected sia.well..i realli need to improved my language.as well as my dnt and combined science.
plannin to go out tis sat.hopefully my mom allow.i wanna go bugis to get my top..i wanna get missy top..and also a water bottle which mi n sock yan plan to get a same one but different colour..yupx..okay..will stop here.post again another dae.bye
baby!!gonna go grandma house.tis few daes wont get to listen to his lalubly before i sleep.
but i promise i will try to sleep as many hours as possible.whenever i am bored i will do homework
and revision..i will wait for ur call on sun nite..yupx..rmb to get all ur homework there to do..
wo ai ni..wo ye hen xiang ni..

sport dae is over.and..Bold house is the champion again..haha..the upper sec individual is yi jun and herbin..i wonder next yr will Bold house be the champion again.cox yi jun and herbin will be graduatin tis yr..haha..went to causeway wit sock yan xiu hui n yanling..haha..we slack till ard 2.30 like tat then we go back alreadx..actualli i dun feel like goin home so early.i feel like slackin outside till ard 4 plus 5 then go back..haix.but slack at causeway was veri bored..i call baby..hopin he ask to meet.but nvr.then nvm lor.then go home lor.haix..okay la.will stop here.gonna do homework..pray hard for tml meet the parent session..hope nort worse n get scoldin till can die like tat..

well.i am realli gonna bored to death la baby...todae baby have nort call mi yet.i am damn worried n also damn bored.went to library wit yan ling todae.we did our 10 year's series math finish for ard 2 hours at the library.went for lunch saw charmaine,sheryl,alicia and also amelia.went to see some stuff dunno which one to buy as a present for him.awhile later when i am searchin for the present,jasmine sms mi..ask where am i..so i ask her down to ask for her opinion..so i decided to buy that particular one.waited 10 mins for it,jas n mi went to collect it..jas came my house n use com while she use mine i use my bro's..i did my heymath usin his com..
baby..i need you by my side..
12 more daes to our 2nd month..
cant wait for ur call..
cant wait till mon to see you.
i have to urge to cry suddenly..
i am thinkin of you..
even when i cry you wont be able to be by my side.

tis whole week was havin remedial lesson.except for todae n tml.had lots of homework waitin for mi to clear.but i was nort in the mood to do finish all.baby currently at his father workshop.till mon then can see him.if everydae spend like todae i tink i can sian till die sia..tml plannin to go study n do math wit yan ling.unless baby sae he able to come out then maybe study finish meet him lor.but i haven ask him.waiting for him to call again.
baby,i miss you leh.
waitin for ur call neh.
promise you will take care of urself okay.
anythin happen must tell mi hor.
ily baby.
13 more daes to our 2nd month!!

i am sori baby..is nort tat i does nort wanna meet you.is i am afraid my mom will saw us.i dunno wat time she will be back home.seriously i miss you a lot.but i jus realli afraid abt it.i am realli sori.tis few daes of elective module n everi ting realli mi realise some things..i am gettin tired.i will be goin to sleep after i post de blog.haha
this words are for baby..
i realli love you.
i am missin you now n then.
every moment i am worried for you.
no matter wat happen i will let you noe 1st.
there wont be any secrets between us.
like you promise we will be together for long.
i promise i will alwaes be by ur side.
wat i sae here is wat truly from my heart

back to postin again.tis few daes was nort bad la.past 2 daes my class got some guys get rashes.but the whole school got quite a number of them.dunno wat the cause of the rashes.yesterdae went swimmin wit sock yan,xiu hui n cherilyn.quite borin actualli.we dun stay long.ard 1 hour onli.i seriously cant take it.feel like sleepin.somemore at there veri cold.reach home sleep for like 1 hour then baby call le.when i wake up my hand got rashes.i was damn scared la.luckily when mornin i wake up it alreadx fade off.todae is my niece birthdae.next week whole week is elective module except thur.we will be havin CIP.the 1 week march holidae we may as well dun have holidae.cox it like everydae got extra lesson.baby decided nort to go for course,actualli i should be happy cox durin de 4 daes still able to see him n hear his voice.but he had alreadx lost the chance of goin for the course.he will be like losin his chance of gettin the 2 items.but no matter wat is his choice.i will respect his choice.okay la.gtg.will post again asap.<3 baby :p [1 month 5daes]