today was still not bad la.someone that i hate is not in class.but someone else came in the my class asking me about something.making my mood changes a lot.but forget it.jus drew my dnt work.but didnt managed to draw all.as i suddenly dont have the mood to draw anything.tmr goin to causeway with jue qi.sock yan and kei kei to have lunch.we like every week will go have lunch once.oh ya.somemore today in class.we like against calvin.then he say something abt this.anyone who smoke is ur father la.then we dunno what to answer.then i shoot back.saying that i didnt even know who is my father how i noe he got smoke not.he didnt sae anythin more as he found out that my parent divorce when i was very young.so i like didnt know who is my father.he ask jue qi to help him say sorry.he keep on asking i angry or what not.haha.calvin.seriously i not angry.as i already come to the fate that he already left me lor.so no choice angry or what.ya.

i feeling kinda sad now.as dar planning to find a job during his holiday.he also got mention that the timing for the work la.i find it very long hours.i scared later he tired.but i know this is the only way that can make occupied.wont find the day passes like so boring.nvm.all this sadness is nth.as long as he is okay can le.everything will be fine afterall.if you read this dont put it to heart.i just want to mention cox i will feel better after mentioning.

i wont hate you.as i noe in my heart i love you deeply.
nth will come in between us as long as in our heart there is each other.
i will alwaes be with you no matter what.
this time round i will treasure you unlike the past.