first day of the week and i am lazy to go school already..i just hope time can stop here..dont need go any other second..i dont want wed to arrive as i know.on that day.what i expect it to be will be very different..without him..everything is different.i know.i definitely be sad.but i dont want to force him.i believe he dont mean it.i know asking to be out on wed is a stupid way of action.but i at that moment just wish that he could be with me at that moment.i know i may be asking for too much.so now i just dont expect things happen at my wish..just let everything happen by itself..dont set expectation too high.if not dissapointment higher..had gone thru that painful time many times..so i understand.whatever it is..i dont expect anything i expect to happen anymore..
today did the flag raising..everything was alright..just that it went up slow..unable to reach just nice the music stop..will try again tml..physics test was hard la..if can pass that paper its miracle..haha..tml will be geo test..hopefully today when i do the paper..i able to memories the notes and do for the test tml..haha..okay..shall stop here..past again when i have the time.

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