Actually on the first day night I wanna continue writing however I am unable to load. Nevermind, I can continue writing today. Last night I cant get to sleep. I am thinking, afterall, I still unable to totally without having you by my side the whole day. But at night when we whatsapp, I feel very contented to have that a bit of time to chat with you. When come to saying bye to end the day, I realise, saying bye to you is hard for me. I tell myself, cannot cry, you will be coming back soon.

I think I am coping well for the 1st day when baby is off to Tioman Island. I indeed miss him a lot but then I cant change to fact that he is away for 3 days. I believe that 3 days will pass very fast. At least he is there to sms me to let me know that he is fine. I believe that he is trying his way to get connection to the wifi to communicate with me for free using whatsapp. Actually I dont mind him using the Starhub Sim card to chat with me even thought it is expensive. Hope he is there to enjoy himself and not worrying about me coping alone is Singapore. I know that I am afraid being alone and the feeling is so not nice having my boyf away from me. But I think I will be able to cope. Do not worry for me alright. I will cope for this 3 days without you. I will take care of myself. Really hope that you take care of yourself over there and I know I am naggy but I hope that you rmb whatever I say to you for the past few days. Alright. I will post again tonight or tml when I am free. Preparing to go for UT soon. I promised you that I will study. I indeed study but only the first 3 Problem. Dont worry, I will try my best during the UT itself.