Back from having dinner with my group of friends. They talk to me about how's my boy inside army and stuff. They are making me to feel better, asking me to cheer up. Laugh and have fun together, making me feel better but I still miss him a lot. Time pass faster when I am with them compare to staying at home and watching show. Had a small chat with boyf over the phone, can tell that he is bored in there and I can tell that he is not adapt to that place and want me to chat with him on the phone. I really wish I can talk to him on the phone. But his battery life is not that much left and there are so many days left. He is alone in there but I have friends with me. I think he indeed suffer more than me. Wonder did he cry while thinking of me. I cant think of him when I am alone. I admit I will cry as I am not that brave afterall. I admit I am weak inside. I cry easily.